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Monday, July 31, 2006

JIA YOU!!!

hehes..

虽然失去过相信的力量 但再艰难的旅途 也要骄傲的走过

<3 ping.



hello at 4:53 PM
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new week...

let bygones be bygones. and everyone shall be happy. with a smile. =))

my keyboard is flooded with droplets of water tat drips down from my hair. lol.

i hope i gt the energy to study for tmr icp quiz today. i wan eat energizer!!!



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Sunday, July 30, 2006

hehe..

nth to happy abt.

but juz feel kidda happpy.

nth to be sad abt.

tat's why happy.

u know i can always forgive n forget very easily when im happy.
so gooood.



hello at 10:05 PM
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ambience n food.
suhua
ping
us.
and more.....



hello at 9:52 PM
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if u are asking for a favour. den pls. be more considerate!



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Saturday, July 29, 2006

tireddddd!!!!! i woke up at 8.30 on a saturday morning. i should have slp more u know. but i couldnt slp anymore. n was supposed to meet hua already. so couldnt meet ting n tracy~~ sorry arh. sobb. shall meet up next time!!!

so yup. meet hua n went bugis. as usual. we brought alot. eat n take pictures. yeahhhhh. shall upload the pics tmr. lolx. hmm. nth else!!! shdnt say too much. lolx. oh ya. saw eric. such a small world. haha.

so i juz woke up my bro. gtg soonnn. till next time. =))



hello at 9:47 PM
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i shouldn't.
but i think so.
so be it.

hehes.
=))



hello at 9:39 PM
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY

QI and KENNETH

presentation is over. uo proj next. n icp quiz. hmm. it should be alright bah. sometimes. i feel myself as a different person. like i speak w/o thinking that wat i say might hurt other ppl. yet i think too much when i wasnt supposed to. i shant be different. im a good girl afterall. i shd care abt ppls feeling. -.-""""

sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry.
sorry.
sorry.
sorry.
sorry. sorry.
sorry.
sorry.
sorry.
sorry. sorry.
sorry. sorry.
sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry.

it might works isnt it. afterall. im still soft-hearted. hehes.

我想我需要多一点时间吧. 毕竟拿得起放得下. 但都不重要. 你又何必去在意.

never give up, for around the next corner, my life might change forever.



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Friday, July 28, 2006

请不要以为对不起就能显得你很内疚.
我不需要.
有些事情.
再多的对不起也不能改变曾经所发生的事.



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Thursday, July 27, 2006

forget to mention that i saw yiz at mensa yesterday. indeed. it brightened up my day. it's like a candle being light up in the middle of a room in darkness. and thanks to tat. my mood is really gd yesterday. and im practically going crazy while talking to faz darling. and yiz should be able to understand how i feel in sch. i shd say it isnt a very pleasing one. love yiz lots and shall meet up the rest of the baos soon. couldnt believe that it's been such a long time i nv keep in close contact with them. the usual msn chats hav been cut down to almost none at all. *push all the blame to sch* like i say. sch's such a drag. i dun wan to be free on friday. yucks.



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Wednesday, July 26, 2006

initially u might hate that person.
but time is a good doctor.
and then u'll realise forgiving isn't that difficult afterall.



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Tuesday, July 25, 2006

i'll make sure im nt free every friday.
friends can feel free to ask me out.
be it study or out.



hello at 10:12 PM
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just now i went downstairs with my aunt and uncle to burn the joss stick and incense paper. and omg. the wind is so strong that the ashes flew up and burnt my hair. my uncle immediate reaction is to hit my head and then he blame my aunt that she nv see clearly before she throw the incense paper into the bin. lolx. but overall. nth much lar. i hardly notice any difference in my hair or else i gonna cry.

and i feel so much relax now. after the uo quiz. n et ppt is almost done. just tat nx fri is the submission for UO proj. and more quiz. i think i lost the motivation to study. and stupid synergy is adding on to my workload.

stupid mosquitoes. im losing too much blood.

i cut my fringe myself =)

and it constantly reminds me of the past.
keeps me awake and nv fall aslp.
thus it's hatred i see in you.



hello at 8:21 PM
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shit.. i think i cant cope wif stress. i tot i could wake up feeling sick and hav an excuse nt to go sch. so i can miss the quiz later. which i hav nt study. but no. anyway. maybe i keep thinking abt how to fall sick last nite. i couldnt slp. counting sheeps are useless. stupid.

but well. since im fine and ready to go sch. shall face the reality. study during em lecture bah. hehes.



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Sunday, July 23, 2006

sigh. weekend over means quiz is approaching. and project's gonna due. =(
n uo quiz. nt yet study. arghhhhhh. wat's happening to me.

all in my mind is to breakfree from everything.
i dun wan to study.
i dun wan to do tut.
i dun wan to do proj.
i dun wan to go sch.
argh impossible. im crazyyyyyy.

shall work hard starting from tmr den.
lolx.



hello at 11:26 PM
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Saturday, July 22, 2006

ET proj over. left presentation. hopefully it'll be alright.
after that.
shop shop shopppppp.
toe cramp. it's like two of my toe stick together and cannot move. very stupid. thou it's nt the 1st time. -.-"""
and camera is back.
so it's picture time.


ser. hua. ping

hehes.

and i guess my parent did have a lot of fun. n my mom love taking pics too. she took alot alot of pics. so do i look like my mom or my dad. -.-""


im sure it's impossible. why waste time? im very sure. very... so pls spare me.




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Thursday, July 20, 2006

PROJECT

tmr is the due date for ET proj. heaven finish it. left the conclusion and recommendation part and we heaven add in the pictures. so dead. we were like deleting n deleting. summarise and summarise our report the whole afternoon today. yet we still exceed 25 pages.

and im really piss off. but i know i gt to control. tmr is the due date and yet... i mean we hav to hand in the report tmr and shdnt we work as a grp. so u r the only one tat's tired? only one tat's stress? only one that wan to go home n rest? it's a matter of responsibility. i know. i gt no right to complain. i might nt be tat responsible in any case but y? i dun wan to show it tat im piss off. otherwise im called as arrogant or wat. but sometimes. it's beyond control. i cannot stand it when u keep on complaining. that's when i start to become paranoid and i rather do all the work den listen to ppls rants. so what if im stress? i know everyone is. juz that who's more stress? who's able to handle the stress? who have gt the right to say that they are stress?



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Monday, July 17, 2006

phew. i supposed rainy days just dampened my mood. shall take it as a reason. maybe an excuse. so i just realise what date izzit. it's juz a matter of coincidence. i hope so. i doubt anyone understand what im ranting over here. so be it.

seriously. im really very scared of cats. today. my cousin rush towards the cats. n im supposed to take care of him for awhile. i almost die. lucky he nv go n touch or wat. just point point at the cats.

and ya. i supposed seeing a cat while walking down the stairs is enough to ruin my day too (another reason to add to para 1). becoz the staircase is very narrow. comparing the distance of me n the cat. consider narrow. imagine i would at least keep a distance away from cat everytime i saw it. i plucked up a lot of courage to just walk pass the cat. seriously hate it! if im nt at level 2. i would hav climb the stairs up and took the lift down. i sound exaggerating but friends should know. lolx.

off to slp.
*pings.



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Sunday, July 16, 2006

wilber is back.

谢谢
演唱:潘玮柏

黄昏下的琴键太寂寞
来来去去只剩很拙的双手
陪着固执的我
不停弹奏不停地犯错
想起他为你唱歌时的温柔
我会笑着难过
他能给你保护代替我的照顾
这是我最后的祝福
谢谢你的结束冷却后的残酷
谢谢你的知足告诉我别再付出
谢谢你的温度记忆留在最初
谢谢你曾让我幸福
不停唱着愈来愈清楚
想起你看他眼神中的满足
我学会了服输
我只能偷偷地为你祝福
想着手心的感触
想着脸颊的温度
谢谢你那些年为我付出

谢谢你曾让我们幸福

=))



hello at 11:11 PM
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Friday, July 14, 2006

YEAH. it's weekend. how great. but with the proj due next friday when we heaven even completed 50%. =( and i slp at 11 pm for 3 consecutive nite. it's like im so sick and tired of everything and i go slp. and it's a brand new day when i wake up.

was talking to my aunt and decided to go trim my hair yesterday. since im home early. but ended up nv. like wat my aunt says. it can really drag for days as at the end of the day, we are already lazy and tired. we will only took the effort to go when there's a must. it always applies to me as i dun neccessary need a haircut. home early isnt tat bad. at least i can chit-chat with my aunties and -.-""" they always gt lots of things to gossip. juz by listening is plain hilarious. however. they speak like as if they are shouting. even when standing at the other end of the zebra-crossing can hear their conversation.

and it's raining now. again.
im nt very sociable. juz easy-going. n im nt fierce. juz being protective.



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Tuesday, July 11, 2006

finally et quiz is over. cant wait for everything to be over. going to school is such a drag. dislike it. hate it.

i knew that everything sux the moment i enter the LT today. everything is meant to be unfair. even though im nt even part of the problem. i dun like it scattered. it's getting exaggerating.

dun care couldnt even avoid the prob now.



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Monday, July 10, 2006

what would u do when u see mosquitoes flying ard ur room?

juz now i saw 2 mosquitoes right infront on me. one of it clinging to the monitor. the 1st thing that came into my mind is that i will get a lot of mosquito bites tonite. but then. to think abt it. y nt i juz kill the mosquito and prevent it from biting me. it's better to eliminate the source right from the start den doing all sorts of prevention like applying tiger balm, cover myself with blanket to prevent mosquito bites. like as if it helps. however. i watch the mosquitoes fly ard my room and i think they are getting hungry since im feeling itchy again. killing mosquito is a very difficult task for me. although i hate. but afterall. they are still living things. i can watch it die. i will cheer for its death. but i cannot be the one causing it to die. so ironic. lolx.

n omg. i saw a beetle. i think it's a beetle. how cruel. i hate pest most. umm. no. shd be cat followed by pest. yet im going to slp later. with the possibility tat they will revolve around me.

when im so sick of schwork. be it projects. tutorials. or quiz.

对一个人产生反感后. 怎样都是讨厌.




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Sunday, July 09, 2006

went to slp early last nite. nt really early thou. i spent my time lying on the bed most of the time. energy drained out. wasnt in the mood to do anything at all. i think i finish my part for OSH. supposingly tmr is the due date. n wth. i hate sunday most. esp today. i shdnt even hav the idea of asking for help. nt gonna let it ruin my day. nt gonna care. nth is fair OK.

wheeeeee. shall go do my things now.



hello at 11:43 AM
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Friday, July 07, 2006

YEAHHH!!. no sch today. and it's friday. so im going out. then sat there's the boot camp in the morning and afternoon im gonna meet huiz n tine. my mummies!!!! cant wait. my camera is nt wif me already!!! lolx.

fhy discussion is crazy yesterday. my grp accumulated to 194 posts in total. if im the teacher. i think i'll juz faint on the spot. n the entrepreneurship talk is stupid n boring. me aldric n raymond were playing bingo. to waste time. since the speaker was in another LT. and yest. time is so packed that i could only get to eat my 1st meal of the day at 4 plus.

my parent gonna leave for china tonite.
bon voyage to my mama papa.

却假装不知道.



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Wednesday, July 05, 2006


so much things to do. there's time but no mood for all. juz dun feel like doing anything related to school. lolx. and mosquito bites. sobbs. hate mosquitoes. anyway. this is such a random post.

everytime i came out of the toilet after bath. my auntie will proclaim that i just came out from sauna. coz the water temperature is relatively high. and for many times. i saw my uncle fanning the toilet using his towel. frankly speaking. after bathing. i really need to stand infront of the fan to cool myself down. lolx. and there my auntie goes again.

and qiqi. always my saviour hahaha.

argh. tired already. still a lot of things undone. !!!!!!!!!!!!!



hello at 7:19 PM
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Tuesday, July 04, 2006

just taught my father how to use my camera. how to switch on, off etc and he's really very exaggerating. he draw out the outline of my camera and jot down the functions of each button. even the on/off button and the capture button. my mom and i was like laughing at him. we knew that he somehow know how to use but he insist writing down. we also buay tahan. lolx. but then. thinking that my camera will nt be around me for around 10 days. sighh. i gonna feel so much of discomfort n i'll surely miss my camera alot. lolx.

and my tutorials incomplete. i dun feel like doing anymore. so slackkk. i can be very slack when im glued to the com. hehes.

Avoid too much of anything and think simple.



hello at 11:47 PM
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yesterday is crazy. i think everyone is half dead by the time they reach home. i was practically slacking thru the whole nite and was already having a headache just by doing nth. so went to slp at 10 plus. but i still feel a little ache today. =(

and today was supposed to meet stef. but there's meeting for synergy. sad. shall catch up when u are back in singapore again yeah.

there's so much fear. so much stress. -hide-

and

Happy Belated Birthday SERENE

n i've to go to sch again. i feel like skipping em lecture. so ****. oh well. shall go pack my stuff now.



hello at 8:21 AM
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Monday, July 03, 2006

im very tired!



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Sunday, July 02, 2006

I have been tagged =D!


What's the Meaning of being Tagged!!
1. Do the following WITHOUT complains.
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.

I have been tagged by QIQI!!

Favourites
Favourites colours: PINK. RED.
Favourites food: lolx. -.-""" i cant possibly list all.
Favourites Song: it's always changing for me.
Favourites Movie: seriously i gt no idea.
Favourites Sport: dunnno.
Favourites Day: i love days out wif my friend.
Favourites season: winter. i cant wait to experience winter. in future.
Favourites ice cream: i love mint. n blueberry. strawberry. yogurt related. alot!!!

Current
Current mood: im tired. but im happy.
Current taste:
Current Clothes : DCP top n shorts.
Current Desktop: pictures of me. im na
Current time: 9.25 pm. sunday.
Current surrounding: my rm in darkness wif the light from my desktop. n duh. i couldnt see clearly wat's really on the table.
Current annoyances: projects. i seriously got no mood for tat.

Firsts
First best fren: i think it's my kindergarden pal. but i forgotten who. n lost contact.
First crush: i dun remember.
First Movie: i think i've got very poor memory.
First Lie: i dun remembered i lied!! lolx.
First music: seriously how can i possibly remember.

Lasts
Last cigarette: im such a gd girl. i nv take cigarette before. wahahha.
Last drink: pepsi twist.
Last car ride: i took a cab on last thurs.
Last movie: silent hillllllllll.
Last phone call: from serene.
Last CD played: i forgot.

Have you ever?
Have you ever dated your best friend: i think so.
Have you ever broken the law: tell u im a gd girl mah. but duh. who nv.
Have you ever been arrested: NOPE.
Have you ever skinny-dipped: no haha
Have you ever been on tv: i guess nt. maybe juz someone among the crowd in tv.
Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: nope.

5. Things you are wearing: earring. bracelet. shirt. shorts. undergarment. duh. this is stupid. lolx.
4. Things you done today: i did et tut. walk to mel hse. walk to bedok inter. walk back mel hse. n all the things needed to be done everyday.
3. Things you can hear right now: the sound from the tv outside.
1. Thing you do when you are bored: when im bored? i'll try to irritate my friends. lolx.




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