Saturday, October 28, 2006
when the night falls.
there's no longer peace.
im feeling like shit.
cant seems to stop coughing.
my throat's pain.
and i've gt stuffy nose.
but during the day.
im fine.
just maybe i curse and swear more.
becoz my tolerance level is very low nowadays ok.
i feel horrible when im sick.
glad that im nt running a fever.
maybe i shall slp very very early.
den my coughing period can be shorten.
i looked into the mirror.
my lip is red.
redder den usual.
i gt to drink more water.
and do u all know that ping can be very evil when she's nt feeling well.
she can grumble.
she shows attitude.
she will not entertain anything that does not deserve her attention.
esp ........ i shall not mention.
so hopefully i'll be well on mon.
den i can really be a very gd girl.
the thought of going work tmr just make me feel like dying now.
cries..
it's been one wk since sch started. i hate sch as usual. still easily irritated by peoplesssss. forgive me for being so impatient but sorry. i cant really tolerate nonsense nowadays. u never know. i might end up digging ppl's eye and sewing up ppl's mouth. mind ur own business will do. pls let me have a pleasant day. i choose to change. at least i can work with ppl im comfortable with.
so being a gd girl again. i decided to stay at home today. to finish up my tutorials. and slackkk. i want to apply nail polish again but the waiting time is just too long.
=(
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
我的脸上出现一丝微笑
应该是发自内心的祝福吧
快乐就像蝴蝶锁定美丽前往
自由也是充满可能的天堂
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
so ping stayed at home today.
that accounts for the super duper good girl.
currently in the midst of saving money.
but who knows.
i brought 2 pair of shoes on sunday.
i seriously hope my mom give me some allowance to spend this wk.
hmm. there's really stuffs that i need to get by this wkend.
and yes. the blazer.
finally my aunt got it dry washed but nt yet collected.
the due date is supposed to be last monday.
but most probably will return it this thursday.
couldnt blame me for being late mah.
i feel lazy to even go down and collect it.
this week is the last wk of holiday.
i dun think i shd be happy abt it.
lolx. maybe i shall give myself a decent haircut when sch reopen.
im still pondering.
shd i still keep my hair longggg.
longer than what it is now.
or shorter. to something different.
back to why i shd nt be happy.
i think that this particular holiday is hmm. not bad?
it's like i work. go out. slack. synergy. drama. rest. etc.
this holiday is fulfilling.
and sch reopen means have to study again.
to maintain my GPA =(
im nt a study person right from the beginning.
i study whenever i gt the mood but now.
everything is different.
for the sake of GPA
i gt to mug.
but maybe sch can adjust my slping habits back.
that's all for now. enough craps =)
Saturday, October 14, 2006
张栋梁-北极星的眼泪
像断了线
消失人海里面
我的眼终于失去
你的脸
再等一会
奢望流星会出现
愿
如果真的实现
爱能不能永远
明天
或许来不及变
但曾经走过的昨天
越来越远
北极星的眼泪
说不出的想念
原来我们活在
两个世界
北极星的眼泪
你哭红的双眼
被淋湿的诺言
淹没在心里面
我抬头看着
爱不见
再等一会
奢望流星会出现
愿
如果真的实现
爱能不能永远
明天
或许来不及变
但曾经走过的昨天
越来越远
北极星的眼泪
说不出的想念
原来我们活在
两个世界
北极星的眼泪
你哭红的双眼
被淋湿的诺言
淹没在心里面
我抬头看着
爱不见
当对的人
等不到对的时间
就在放放开手的瞬间
爱撕成两边
北极星的眼泪
说不出的想念
原来我们活在两个世界
北极星的眼泪
你哭红的双眼
被淋湿的诺言
淹没在心里面
我抬头看着爱
不见
整个宇宙都
流眼泪
潘玮柏-我对天空说
专辑：天堂来的孩子
记忆原来都堆在云里了
常常告诉我忘了些什么
所以每一次想见你
你就落下来了
爱情是渐渐变了样子的
束手无策的我向前走
一天一天拭写掉了
我们从前的快乐
但是
我还是做同样的梦
思念握住你的手
我的右边座位现在空空荡荡
假装你还是我的
我对天空说你是真的爱我
我喜欢的人之后忘记了我
回忆他一滴一滴
从天上慢慢降落
好像说孩子你别难过
我对天空说你是那么温柔
我深爱的人现在抱着谁呢
雨滴他一次一次
送走了一些寂寞
可是带不走那天你说一句
我爱你
可是带不走你说我爱你
today's just another passing day.
yups.
was really bored and tired last night that i went to bed at 11 pm. i slept all the way to 12 pm today. i think so. because of slping early. my ahma tot im sick. the haze not gonna bring me down. =)
wheee. going for facial later. <3
so cuteeeeee.
Friday, October 13, 2006
was talking to my aunt yesterday. suddenly my cousin interupted and asked my aunt.
"is xiaoping jiejie from china?"
omg. that is so wrong.
trimmed my hair today. like finally. but 1/2 a inch only. but i've got the sudden urge to rebond my hair. that is so crazy. lolx.
den watched world trade center with tracy minz n tong. shopped around with tracy before the rest arrived and there's so much thing i wan to buy but decided nt too. even thou they are on sale. =(
and. i've decided on something. i hope they will support me. so im gonna save money from now on. maybe i shall keep my atm card at home.
oh. im easily irritated this few days. so dont say things that are irritating to me. but i've just been annoyed by the most irritating person. spare me will you.
i'm very very very worried for you, girl.
mosquitoes really like to bite me when im blogging.
was listening to tui hou by jaychou and i smiled even though it was a sad song.
no drama today. =(
Sunday, October 08, 2006
i hate my bearbear with the smell of smoke from the haze.
i hate mosquito bites.
i hate dark eye rings and eye bags.
i hate stuffy nose.
i just hate the HAZE.
it's so unhealthy.
imagine celebrating mooncake festival with a PSI of 150.
there's not even a single sight of the moon.
i think should have called it hazecake festival.
it's so hazy that i can't wait to be home after i stepped out of the shopping mall.
den i realise my hse is nt air-conditioned.
im tired OK.
Friday, October 06, 2006
will always be here for you
hope u have a speedy recovery
no matter how long u'll take
i'll always give u support
looking forward to a healthier u
jia you and never give up!
<3
***
dear friend
hope u have a safe and fruitful trip
take care
***
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
finished! magicians of love =)
had a wonderful yesterday. i love how time passed so fast that i hardly got anytime to think. or maybe. i guess my mind is preoccupied with more meaningful things. sales today is not bad. i love the way customers thanked me and be gladful that i actually earn commission. and not forgetting sneaking out again last nite and nv get found out by my ahma ahgong. oh well. thanks my bro.
i always thought that being matured is abt having the correct mindset, able to differentiate what's right and what's wrong and knowing what's the best path to choose. i always remember "choices have consequences". what ever decision i make will affect my future. a moment of happiness will not last forever. therefore. i always constantly remind myself not to make the correct but the ideal choice. because i know that this will prevent another regret in my life. till the day whereby the correct choice is the ideal one. when true happiness arrive.
anyway. i shall slp for a better tmr.
Monday, October 02, 2006
1/10/06
happy birthday mel.
and
happy children's day.
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shall update alittle. xuan's back to aussie but she'll be back soon. she always did. =) wednesday meet up wif the girls is short and sweet. hope to catch up again. i love work today becoz there's more sales and most importantly. i got to go for break wif tracy su jie and yiz.
the best thing in life is abt having a plate of guava and a cup of strawberry yohurt drink after work. sitting infront of the com and youtube.
