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Friday, December 29, 2006

下雨是忧郁的代表
会让人觉得寂寞, 孤单
是天在哭泣吗
但是现在的我
却会情不自禁的微笑
是习惯一个人的夜晚
还是习惯一个人等待

喜欢下雨天
可能希望能在这寒冷的天气取得温暖
好像...
妈妈泡的饮料
关心的问候
美丽的赞语
也或许只是一件取暖的外套
我想我就是喜欢这样依赖着周围的事物吧

*****

finished 2 dramas within these few days.
kind of happy.
but my aunt's in hospital now.
all those needles piercing thru her hand and neck.
i just hope she will recover soon.
although everyone seems alright on the surface.
but im sure it hurts to see her in this condition.
=(
so i shall represent her to watch all those drama.
get well soon.

'i miss pig'
bad pig.
lol.



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Monday, December 25, 2006

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

we are like tourist. -.-"""




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Thursday, December 21, 2006

puke.
within 5 days.
i've been to town for like 4 times.
finally somewhere diffferent tmr.

hmm. this yr isnt a very gd year.
im looking forward to next yr.

想念



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Tuesday, December 19, 2006

say i am childish.
i always tot ppl tat blog such kind of entry are sure plain childish ppl.
till now i realise it's just another way of venting anger, frustration or wat so ever.

say it is my fault. tell me in my face.
like i know tat u mind in the 1st place.
wat's gt to do with knowing they smoke inside and nt informing u when in actual fact i didnt even know u freaking care.
u know that they smoke.
u could have ask if they ever smoke inside.
did u ask?
do u think tat i can read ur mind.
im nt ur mom dad sis... the list goes on.
im just a friend tat harm u lar.
i know u mean that with all of ur heart when u put it as ur msn nick.

i could have just go wif the initial plan to buy present if u dun wan to go.
u are the one who say anything.
dun just msg the only non-smoker and show discontentment abt this whole smoking issue.
and wat else.
trying to behave as if u dun care den make a fuss after u left?

wat to do.
my father and uncle smokes.
i cant understand how u feel since i inhale 2nd hand smoke at home too.
so does it sounds tat im at fault again?

and pls.
trying to talk abt friendship?
who is the one by my side when im all down.
who is the one by my side when i need of someone to talk to.
who is the one by my side when accusation strikes me.
dun talk abt true friend to me whereby u doesnt even care abt my feeling when u start saying stuff tat is nt true at all.
true friends wont do this to me.

even the strongest girl on earth has its vulnerable side tat is nt protrayed.
u do think tat i dun really care?
esp when stuff happens and trying so hard nt to be affected.
nt to get my feeling stirred.
get my stand on the right track.
dun try to understand coz no point thinking abt things tat i've nv mention before.
no pt asking since i wont be saying things abt my innermost feeling.
truth is im juz like any simple girl.
just hiding those emotions and be a happy girl on the surface.

i dun wanna apologize to things that's nt even my fault.
sounded like im so wrong in ur nick.
yaya watever. true friends of mine will know tat im nt like this.
the rest just simply get off.



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Saturday, December 16, 2006

wheeeeeeee.
termtest is over and im back.
it's like finally because im seriously exhausted and sick of studying.
wasnt looking forward to 18th birthday since it's pia paper.
crap. i dun hav any confidence at all for all the paper.
think i can pass all. tat's it.

and since it's the mth of dec.
happy birthday to leo, cherie, joyce, xuan, huiz, weisiang, eleena, biying, lek.
sorry if i miss out any.
wasnt very conscious now coz i fall asleep just now.
but calls and messages just happen to come all one go that i just hav to giv in and reply every single of them.
lolx all seems to be impt.

lastly. the most impt thing is.
i finally cut my hair. like since when i've been ranting over it.
aiya okies. it look abt the same as last time.
but it's shorter!~

oh ya did i mention i finally gt my new phone last sat??
lovesloves.
i feel happy just getting it.

and wat else do i wan to blog?
alright some pictures den.




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Tuesday, December 12, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

to the little girl that turns 18 today.

hehe. im finally legal =))

but i really do miss those days when im still 16.

alright. till im back.
jiayou for termtest.
<33

thanks all.



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Thursday, December 07, 2006

thanks charlie for being the 1st.

ruben (insert laughter) for being 2nd.

and friendster for being the spy.

lolx.



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Wednesday, December 06, 2006

可能只有失去过. 才懂得什么是珍惜.
往前走. 看见模糊的道路.
但总有一天. 也会找到属于自己的天空.
希望你珍惜眼前的所有.
谢谢关心.




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Tuesday, December 05, 2006

i've just seen the card.
if u've been wondering.



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