=)

2012-01-27T22:57:00.001+08:00

dinner at YhingThai Palace on 18.01.2012 :)

2009-11-22T19:52:00.002+08:00

didnt study at all today and tmr is my paper.
i wonder if anyone actually believe wat i say.

i think im crazy to nt even revising at this pt of time.

i dun have the motivation and concentration to do so.

haiz.

2009-10-06T19:03:00.002+08:00

it's been a long time, almost going to be a year since i blog.

on the surface, everything seems to be going well for me. but in actual fact, it's nt really the truth.

school has been started for 2 mths and im still so slack. just cant seems to sit down and study. somehow, it's worrying me. i would want to study hard but i just cant focus.

i miss those days.

2009-09-26T23:44:00.000+08:00

Torn by Natalie Imbruglia

I thought I saw a man brought to life
He was warm, he came around like he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry
Well you couldnt be that man I adored
You dont seem to know, dont seem to care what your heart is for
But I dont know him anymore
Theres nothing where he used to lie
My conversation has run dry
Thats whats going on, nothings fine Im torn

Im all out of faith, this is how I feel
Im cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
Im wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
Youre a little late, Im already torn

So I guess the fortune tellers right
Should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
To crawl beneath my veins and now
I dont care, I have no luck, I dont miss it all that much
Theres just so many things that I cant touch, Im torn

Im all out of faith, this is how I feel
Im cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
Im wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
Youre a little late, Im already torn. torn.

Theres nothing where he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
Thats whats going on, nothings right, Im torn

Im all out of faith, this is how I feel
Im cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
Im wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
Im all out of faith, this is how I feel
Im cold and Im ashamed bound and broken on the floor
Youre a little late, Im already torn

2009-01-06T21:59:00.001+08:00

lao po lao po lao po lao po
lao po lao po lao po lao po
lao po lao po lao po lao po
lao po lao po lao po lao po
lao po lao po lao po lao po

I LOVE U! <3

2008-12-14T18:14:00.004+08:00

Yesterday =)
Plan was to dine at kushin bo buffet dinner and then to singapore flyer
while waiting for the train.. hehe dear was forced to take pic with me

the awaited japanese buffet. I was almost dying from hunger by the time we enter. love the crab leg and chawamushi!

the crab leg dear was holding is damn sweet and delicious. we head to singapore flyer soon after and guess what, we had the whole capsule to ourselves.

*jumping with joy* was very enthu in taking pictures that day because i finally brought my camera out. camwhore hehe.

lastly, me and the chirstmas tree.

thanks dear for the wonderful day, hope u enjoy the day as much as i do.

2008-12-14T14:57:00.006+08:00

On the actual day...

We both took leave!! heading out. good hair day for me.

dinner was at marche coz i have a sudden crave.

dear and me at marche. took many similar pics.

lovelove. twilight is <333

2008-12-14T14:14:00.004+08:00

Happy birthday to me!

my birthday cake with a flameless candle. No ignition source in the office, that's why.

special thanks to manager for buying the cake and planning the surprise despite her busy schedule. i felt very honoured to have a manager that dotes on me. Also, my other colleagues that wished me and sang me birthday song.

many many thanks.

2008-12-07T17:43:00.003+08:00

busy busy week.

friday i met up with hua for dinner and we'll be meeting again with queen tmr. it's gonna be lots of catching up for the 3 of us.

weekend was spent with bf. we are heading out to watch bolt soon. hehe.

<333

2008-12-03T22:40:00.002+08:00

I've been waiting and waiting for gossip girl to be uploaded.
finally it's up!!!

wahaha.
some ppl just piss me off.

2008-12-02T22:50:00.002+08:00

joining u in dreamland.

long long weekends ahead and im looking forward to it.

2008-11-30T22:36:00.001+08:00

my childhood buddy <33

we looked shag at the end of the day hehe.

2008-11-26T22:40:00.002+08:00

just one thing to blog...

i hate gloves touching my face..
every part of my face including my EARS..

it's been bothering me.
who says gloves taken out from the box is clean?
it's dirty.
how can glove kept in the lab with so many hand touching be clean.
it's rude.
i really hated it.

sometimes, jokes can be accepted.
but too much of 'stupid' mentioned and disgusting gloves throwing or touching my face are unbearable.

arghhh. hate it...

2008-11-23T23:13:00.002+08:00

i was late meeting stephanie today coz i thought she might forgot about our date but no...
i rush out of my hse after knowing she have reached -.-'''
we'll meet up again for dinner and hongkong trip.

going hongkong for 3 days with my family, her family and dunno who.
i dunno if it's gonna be boring but arghh.. at least steph is there..

im turning 20 next month and yet im asked for my IC when my bf and I wanted to buy tix for body of lies. it's only NC-16, do i look younger than 16.
actually i feel happy about it wahahaha.

work again tmr =(

thanks you my dear.
for u know what.

2008-11-23T12:16:00.002+08:00

i should be out already but i cant reach stephanie..
either she forgotten or she is still asleep or she's out!!!
i think i shall just wait for her to call me back.

anyway, it's not a smooth week for me.
words just kept hurling at me.
it's my fault but i don't do them intentionally.

u are disgusting, not me.

2008-11-02T12:35:00.002+08:00

it's another meaningless sunday spent at home dreading the arrival of monday.

i've got nothing to do now. there's nothing in particular that i want to do.

work is more packed now, lesser time for slacking as im learning colour matching now. i've got a colour to match tmr. and a whole pile of COAs yet to be filed. i hate hate hate filing. besides, it's the beginning of the month so i've been warned that there's a lot more samples to be test than usual. anyway, that's good because time flies.

on the 15th of nov, everyone is required to go back to do stock take and on the 29th, my colleagues are planning a seafood feast at malaysia.

and i cant wait for december, there's 3 public holidays and 2 half days.

i got no pictures to blog le. my life is so bored...

2008-10-30T19:32:00.001+08:00

my stupid dear is on the way homeeee~

weeeeee

waiting for u patiently =))

i love u <3

2008-10-26T23:54:00.001+08:00

love the long weekend..

tmr is rest day..

will blog tmr if the mood is right. <333

2008-10-20T21:54:00.002+08:00

just finish watching the lastest episode of hot shot.
got to wait for next monday again.
i think hot shot is the only decent taiwanese drama now.

and and free lunch tmr because it's safe meeting.
argh.. thank god for the lunch, or else how to look forward to safe meeting.
it's torturing to stay awake.

my manager asked me abt the day of my comfirmation last week.
wheeeeeeee.

gonna slp soon.
nitenite..

2008-10-19T20:57:00.001+08:00

awww. so sweeet of me...

wahahahhahahahahhaaha

2008-10-19T17:21:00.004+08:00

it's sunday yet again!!! but thanks to deepavali, long weekend this coming week.

looking forward to it.

next year, there's a total of 10 long weekends.

loving it!!!

anyway...

fri and sat are spent with bf.

still not sick of him yet. hehe.

think soon bah.

probably in a few thousand years time.

Pictures taken last week...

my long fringe i've yet to trim..
exhausted me in starbucks.

seriously need a haircut.

pictures taken yesterday.

my longer fringe, dear's longer hair??

hehe. and some 'cute' pics of dear.
stick tongue out again. WAHAHAHA

me at work in office.
my hair is this messed up during work.
no choice.
work is sometimes fun but frustrating when useless suggestions are given.
arghh.. just cant stand it sometimes but still got to listen just because i respect u.

seriously, i need a degree...

2008-10-15T22:26:00.003+08:00

wheee. it's wednesday.. two more days to friday <333

i dunno y im so happy tonight

**that's y im blogging**

i can just laugh at nth on the way home after dinner.

bite bf to stop myself from laughing.

wahahhahaha

exactly 19 days and 14 working days to the end of my probation!!!

BOTAK DEAR

2008-10-12T17:05:00.004+08:00

once again, one more wk had passed and i've to go to work again tmr. sighh..

i was thinking if i shd just continue tying up my hair on the way home after work or shd i just let it down but looking all mess up. sighhh...

how to make my hair straight after i tied it up for the whole day???

no pictures of me after work.. my hair is like totally mess up..

my bf is botak!!!!!!!!! wahahaha

2008-10-01T23:12:00.003+08:00

my phone died on me last saturday and i was phoneless for the whole day..

Thus on sunday, my aunt called in to M1 customer service to check if my line is still under any plan. And the moment, you see me in M1 choosing a phone, thinking i can get a new line can cancel my previous no. which is under my uncle's name.

Who knows, when my uncle called in to cancel the line, the customer service ppl said that i still hav got contract till 2010 coz of the voucher we sent in a few months ago.

So i called in and argue with the guy. He was very nice all the while but not till he said he will called back to get my aunt's no. but he didnt. He was supposed to contact her the next day since im busy working.

I give up arguing coz it's almost impossible i can argue till they give in to me. But thanks to my aunt, she called in to cus service again and solved the problem for me.

now im using a new line, stop contacting me thru my previous line. anyway, i nv tell everyone my new number, because i dunno who to tell.

anyway, my keyboard spoilt a few days ago too. but it revived today. wahaahhahaa. September is really an unlucky mth for me. Cheers to the new month!!~ 1 more month to the end of my probation. CANT WAIT.

**my previous phone revived too but the on/off button is spoilt. So even if i insert sim card, i cant on my phone.

I LOVE MY NEW PHONE, you guys will know why when u see it!

2008-09-07T22:22:00.002+08:00

Argh!!! i hate sunday night..

cause it's work tmr and i've got to wake up at 6 am again..

so much for being afraid to be late, i usually arrive 15 or even 20 mins early before the transport arrive?? i could have slp a little later but im just worried -.-"""

hate the rain that makes me freak abt slipping. well, because im such a hazardous person.

i was scalded by hot tea last friday. totally ruin our plans for the friday night but bf is always understanding.

cant help but not looking forward to the next safe meeting. it was tough trying to stay awake.

and also, hate going home with a guy that is so disgusting, pervertic and egoistic. Sometimes, i just wish i could get on the 1st train without his presence. i wish he knows he's a fool and stop faking stories about how ppl tries to keep him in the company whereby in fact, he cant even make it through the probation.

got to head to bed soon. =)

2008-08-31T14:15:00.006+08:00

I got my 1st pay!!! Had a farewell dinner for our chemist on friday. 2nd time having dinner with them and it was quite enjoyable. Saw yi at bugis!!!

One fine day, my colleague and I folded a paper crane each. Guess what?? Someone complained and said that we are very slack and we are told to tear a box of paper. -.-"""

But I am getting used to slping in bus but train trip home is -.-

anyway..

i cut my hair shorter and trim my eyebrow...

you know i love u so... and i thank you for your love...

2008-08-18T22:31:00.002+08:00

i haven't been blogging for like so long.. everytime i told myself to blog on the weekend, or days that im home early, i'll end up watching drama or slping hahaha.

my work is soso for the moment. but many times, im quite bored. my company emphasize too much on safety that they have got so many safety related stuffs.

colleagues are ok except for one.

anyway, i cut my hair on saturday..
no longer so messy and long =))

going to slp. update soon hopefully. =)

2008-08-03T02:50:00.002+08:00

nervous nervous!!!!!

I got a job and this coming monday is my 1st day of work...
It's my ever 1st serious permanent job..
I think i should just grab any job opportunity in the lab 1st.
I need laboratory experience!!!!!
Im thinking if i should just take part time degree...

anyway, im always fear of new environment.
how how??
hope everything will turn out ok..
what if nobody likes me, talk to me or even ask me along for lunch??
i'll be starving le...
lol. think too much.........

more updates on my new job after my 1st day of work.

lalala

watched fireworks with bf today.. although nt much but nice =)
tmr going for timsum with my family.

nervous!

2008-07-31T13:52:00.001+08:00

packing my cupboard and drawer.

OMG!! how come it is so messy...

can i just throw everything away???

2008-07-26T01:56:00.002+08:00

I know I haven't been blogging even though i am now jobless but I must say that my life is quite filled with events recently.

When I am at home, I have to watch my recent episodes of dramas as well as to catch up with the episodes of onemillionstar season 3. Now that i've finally at the most recent episode, i can finally proceed to season 2! LOLX.

Finally, got to spend more time with bf. Really felt pampered and enjoyed every moment spent together. I know friends might be impt but at some point of time, i felt that i do not have any friends that truly understand me anymore and no one that i can talk to. I am really glad that i still got bf with me, knowing that whichever decision i made, he will always be supportive and to always hear me whine.

2008-07-22T18:06:00.006+08:00

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2008-07-11T00:39:00.001+08:00

me and my son =)

2008-07-10T23:20:00.002+08:00

I havent been blogging for quite some time. I was really very busy and exhausted last wk. Well, it's aso my last wk of work. last wk of work is great although im practically slacking in the reception doing nth!! but it's really great that ppl remembering that that is my last week of work.
I was surprised to recieve some gift because i had only been there for 3 mths. a new addition to my family named yachiru.

thanks to stephanie, my jobless days wasnt so boring. tmr, im meeting her again!!!

and i have not had a decent meet up with bf for 10 days already. why sia?! he's not even enlisting yet. 4 days more...

pardon me for my pathetic entry, im really lazy and nt in the mood (yet) to blog a proper one.

lalala

2008-06-29T13:04:00.005+08:00

my entertainment

from pokemon...

to harvest moon...

to current addict, puzzle fighter!!!

i unlock all the goodies from the street puzzle mode.
i can even use akuma now!!!

and i can play the master arcade mode.
it's much trilling =))

work is as boring but it's the last wk of work training the new receptionist.
that really sucks but it's a very busy busy wk as well.
dear gonna work for a 14 days event so i'll be real bored!!

searching for job.....

2008-06-18T14:20:00.002+08:00

Happy 16th months together piggy

love ya, now and forever <333

2008-06-16T22:12:00.002+08:00

my impluse buy today...

Mango Whip Body Lotion for very dry skin

Pomegranate Body Polish for daily usage

feel better after spending...

im so bored... so lost...

2008-06-15T23:29:00.002+08:00

Sigh...

Tmr is monday again.
but im gonna reward myself with ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni tmr at work!!!
Tuesday i'll watch fan gun ba, dan chao fan.
Wed will be feng mi xing yun cao.
By thurs, i'll be a happy girl because im finally meeting dear.

Friday, I'm on leave to celebrate my dear's birthday =)

one week will pass by very fast again.

3 more weeks.
i wish letters would reach me soon.
den i'll not feel lost anymore.

missss dear.

2008-06-14T12:38:00.002+08:00

Affinity with lizards??

A few weeks ago, when i was bathing, a lizard crawled onto my feet. I was practically jumping and within seconds, it disappeared again. I am really scared stiff, my heart was pounding so fast. At the next moment, I am done with bathing. lol. Nowadays, when I am bathing, esp. at night, i always look down on my feet bewaring of lizards.

Why would I suddenly of no reason talk about lizards???

They are always found at my bathroom ceiling but I always ensure they never came anywhere near me. But yesterday, a lizard appeared at my reception!!! It went below my keyboard and then to my deskphone. I am really startled. Should I pick up the phone or should I left it ringing? I tried to frighten the lizard by pushing my keyboard against the wire coil of my phone and the lizard retreated. It moved away from me to behind the pen holder and to somewhere else I am not so sure. All that I know, when I found a savior to catch the lizard, the lizard is nowhere to be found. But my colleague said, the next time I saw a lizard, put a rubber band near it because it is scared of it. Oh well, is it really true??

So much about disgusting lizard, I went for my basic trial test yesterday!!! I FAIL both test. I wish I am not a noob at road signs. Indeed, I need to be more observant so as not to be a hazard in future.

I lied about going travelling with my family because I do not want to extend working in the HR dept! I felt that this is the best way to keep them from convincing me to help them out. LOLX.

2008-06-12T10:41:00.002+08:00

wheeee. pictures taken during work.

nurli and i. it was her last day yesterday.
me, ailing and nurli at the reception

=))

2008-06-10T09:26:00.002+08:00

life had been recently revolves around my boyfriend and I.

this coming thursday, we are going to eat sakae teppanyaki again!! It's so much nicer than sakae sushi. Love the garlic rice. Can't wait.

and next wk is my bf's birthday. Took a day off on next friday to go celebrate with him. I actually plan on where to go, what to eat etc on his birthday eve and the day itself. Please feel honoured!! wahaha. but saturday gonna be shopping day for me, i dont care.

lolx. this entry is supposed to be publish yesterday but i heaven finish blogging. actually i gt so much to rant on but i just dunno how to start. maybe i shall do a proper entry later. I'm sneezing like crazy now.

8 more mins to lunch...
and 3.5 wks to end of my receptionist job...

cant wait.

today (11/6) is also one of my colleague last day. wish her all the best but we gonna meet up for dinner during my last day of work.

2008-06-05T23:30:00.002+08:00

today's a sinful day

time passes so slow today and i was desperately waiting for lunch.
brought rice for lunch and added 2 slices of apple.
then, i ate kinder breno.
teabreak, my colleague gave me a very big durain puff to eat.
went popeyes for dinner with bf.

i ate so so so much today.
since lunch, i nv felt hungry at all.

i think my dieting plan will nv be successful when im still working there.
im still xiaomei for 1 more mth.
wahahahahahaha

i shall blog tmr!!! friday =)))

2008-05-29T22:04:00.004+08:00

Who do you miss today???

i miss this stupid piggy so much

i wish time pass faster all the way to saturday

i wish you are always here for me

my dear, thanks for being so patient with me.

2008-05-29T10:48:00.003+08:00

i just wanna blog that today is thursday and tmr is friday YAH!!!

and it's gonna be the month of June.
hope it will be a better month coz it's my last mth working in AFPD as a receptionist.
somehow, some colleague are leaving even before me. -.-"""
4 wks will pass by very fast =)

So what am i supposed to do after im jobless?

hopefully appeal to nus/ntu can be successful.
if not, i'll rot till i get rejected and find a full time job.

most probably i will apply for uni next yr again.

wish me luck!!!

so now im so so so bored.
contact me soon pls.

2008-05-28T22:27:00.005+08:00

yesterday, initial plan was to meet suhua n leo for dinner and slacking. so we finalise our dinner at pizzahut. Wanted to head to downtown kbox since it's on promotion but it was fully occupied.

thus we head to coffee bean for some coffee and cakes. after much craps, we decided to go loyang point, partyworld because we are entitled to staff discount. YAH!!!

it was a very shag day for me, not coz im tired but emotionally exhausted. We sang till 1 am and the pics are horrible haha. i looked way too ugly and my hair looked oily. but since im so damn free now, i shall post my horrible pic.

see how horrible...

what happen to leo's face LOLX.

bad hair day for me. an ugly me to end the post wahhaha.

good night guys. im really tired but i've got to hang to clothes.

and waiting for a call and wishing that i'll recieve it.

2008-05-25T13:37:00.015+08:00

last friday was my graduation. but sad to say, some of my pics are blurred. I thought i would really regret attending the graduation ceremony as i had predicted me of being bored and lonely but things really turned out to be fine.

before the ceremony, i met up eleena, man, aldric, raymond and for lunch. faz joined us shortly. the weather is really horribly hot so we settled at the cafe beside the bookshop.

eleena and aldric

raymond and me
a timer shot by man's camera
another better one.
when faz joined us.
as i couldnt stand myself wearing formal and high heels for the whole day, i acutally took the trouble to change. lolx

when we are in the toilet
the girls in ad23 without grace suhua and i in TCCwe really look like ghost in flash lolx.faz me hua and gowri
me and darling =)
some of the girls in Chemical Engineering (faz, me, gowri, hua, hazel, karin and aisha)raymond, faz, me, gowri and hua us with kenneth tang
me and kai who sit besides me in tcc
me and gowri
weiming and i haha.
kenneth tang looked comical. he was being forced to bend down and take picture with me. me and yangpin. lol.
notice i've been taking pictures with friends from other class? coz im alone at that point of time so i went to find hua haha. then, raymond they all appeared.
raymond, aldric, xinwei, me and ms ler.
xinwei and me.

my bestfriend!!! ruben
faz, peishan and me.
eleena and me
cilin and me!!

couldnt stand the heat and my heel were killing me bit by bit so i went to change. spotted qi and here we are =)

after the graduation ceremony, we went over to swensens at tm for dinner.

man's attempt to take a timer shot again. haha i think he's addicted. it's faz, kelvin, derrick, man, eric, eleena and me.
another one after eleena left

me and bestfriend last pic of the day. my stupid attempt of standing infront of the guys -.-""

last but not least, man's creation of a class collage with our birthdate. it was real sweet of him to do that but look at how blur ms lena sim pic is. LOLX.
i would nv forget the times spent together. it was fun having different ppl of extreme different personality in the class. i really enjoyed mingling with different clique although sometimes, i really felt lost. but if i could turn back time, i would still choose to be in this class. i guess this graduation would also mark the official ending of our daidee session. haha. really miss those fun back then. <333

2008-05-25T01:59:00.002+08:00

will blog about graduation tmr (hopefully)

rejected by nus.

sigh... need to think abt my future again.

2008-05-16T22:18:00.002+08:00

just put the chilli wrap and i am not gonna try that again. tried the wrap for the 3rd time but wrap around my arm this time round. i just cant stand the spiciness. it's damn HOT lar, my arm are still burning in pain now.

i think i shall just accept me for who i am.

this really sucks. i wish i could lose around 10 kg.

i still got another chilli wrap and im very willing to sell/give it away.

well, i feel very torturous today. wake up early in the morning with a very bad stomach cramp. the pain was so unbearable that i cant even stand straight. applied damn lots of baby oil on my stomach and force myself to go to work. bus was fully cramped with ppl.

i was standing infront of this stupid/pervertic/disgusting uncle holding on to the pole trying to balance myself in the bus. i guess he wanted to alight the bus, hold on to my HAND and alight from his seat. i swear im the only one holding to the pole and he can hold other place rather than my hand. im like totally shocked!!! i reckon ppl in the bus too but he afterwards still act as if he wanted to give the seat to me which another disgusting uncle snatched it. btw, he alight the bus right after and i would nv want that dirty seat of his. I HATE STRANGERS TOUCHING ME, even if u are a lady. anyway, my stomach was still pain at that moment that i forget to curse him right immediately. shall curse like crazy now.

thanks to blogging, the burning sensation subside and i dun feel as horrible anymore.

time pass quite fast today as there's constantly ppl coming over to my reception and talk.

went to tm/cs after work with my colleague and look at cosmetic. both of us are eyeing on a make up base but none was similar to chanel. i wan something with nice fragance, with glitter yet colourless, non-sticky and with spf of at least 25. difficult choice to make. and she treated me bubble tea and old chang kee. she said the older one must treat the smaller one. -.-"""

hahahhaha. im so long-winded today. i just wanna keep on typing abt different things hahahhhahaha. wanna spend a long day with bf. please wake up early tmr!

my ulcer is recovering! YAH

2008-05-14T20:36:00.003+08:00

This time round, i gonna seriously finishing blogging and publish the post!!!

I am sick. Got a flu since monday morning and i seems to have symptoms of sore throat now. My ulcer is damn big, the biggest ulcer I've ever got and it's damn pain lar. I feel like my mouth is swollen. Even those skin or what u called that under my tougue is pain too. I have been drowning myself with a lot of water today.

and yeah, have been waiting and waiting for letters and I finally recieved my rejected letter from ntu. I was expecting it but never expect my mom to pass it to me when I woke up from my sleep to eat my medicine. Still waiting for nus letter be it offer or rejected, I've already got some mental preparation.

I've really got a lot a lot of things to blog. Sometimes, when I'm on the way to work, I tell myself to blog about this and that but I just couldnt complete a decent entry when I reach my workplace. I thought of blogging when before I sleep too.

But I'm gonna blog about this restaurant bf and I went to last saturday. It called
HK Kim Gary Restaurant at Vivocity. No pictures because bf is too hungry. wahahhaha. Bf ate mushroom rice and I swear it's very very nice. Go try it but beware of the long queue. hahaha.

Work's been fine this week.

end the post here coz if not, i'll end up nt publishing the entry! haha

2008-05-06T23:54:00.002+08:00

i wanna go swimming again.

and i wanna shop like nobody business.

but how????????

*my skirt from joyce shop is here. it's so girly but i like it wahahhahaha*

madnessss.

2008-05-04T23:28:00.002+08:00

MY ACT CUTE BOYFRIEND!!!

where are we looking at????
finally looking at the correct place (bf still acting cute) LOLX.

sorry, im too lazy to upload the pics taken on the same day in one entry.

i always waited for the pics to load till i fall aslp wahaha.

ending this entry with a goodnight.

off to bed soon. <3333

2008-05-02T13:28:00.002+08:00

I'm thinking if i should slurge on a miu miu wallet or a chanel make up base. both which I'm in love with.

or should I save for rainy days.

You know, sometimes when I like something, I can be completely obsessed. I had been to chanel counter three times to check out the make up base already and even got a sample.

I truly understand that money doesn't come easily and I've only work for a month. I don't really want to spend it alll and save little.

Maybe I should spend lesser this month.

Puzzled.

************************

Anyway, I'm blogging from work now!!! The IT engineer helped me set his user and password to my com and I can access to internet, even those entertainment site like youtube and friendster.

Sometimes, when the mood comes, I tend to blog properly like every first aphabet of the first word of the sentence, it should be capitalised etc etc. But given my poor command of english, I simply couldn't care much.

hahahahaha. I'm becoming very random talking about different things in one entry. Today is friday but I felt like monday. But who cares, today is friday which means tommorow is SATURDAY. I'm going to dress up, meet my bf, buy tickets for iron man and then head off to paragon, Miu Miu to take a look. My left eye is abit sore after my consistent rubbing of eye yesterday night.

Oh, I was about to end this entry but i keep thinking and thinking and felt as if I got somemore to rant about. YAH. My cousin helped me to download HARVEST MOON: FRIENDS OF MINERAL TOWN. I'm able to play on my emulator. Yesterday, I played till 11.15 pm and tell myself to sleep, if not, i might not even have to energy to type this entry. LOLX.

my farm is HAPPINESS farm.

my stomach is aching, byebye!

2008-05-01T00:31:00.003+08:00

in love with this song because the lyrics is so sweet and i just cant help listening to it again and again.

[ti:甜甜圈][ar:小薰阿本]

歌曲:甜甜圈

天天非常想你的天天
飞过城市的边
缘降落爱你的终点

想念互道晚安的每天
却又舍得说再见
你的笑那黱甜

我的直觉就是那黱坚决
不怕有暴风圈
因为你是我最晴朗的大晴天

爱要你牵我的手每一天
我要非常用心感觉
因为爱你才是我最后最美丽的句点
喜欢在你的肩膀盘旋
喜惯两个人的世界
因为爱你才让我的心永远像甜甜圈

牵你的手还是有点紧张
看你双眼怎黱好好说话
这次真的下定决心
鼓起勇气拥抱你
让我们的爱连成完美圈圈

曾经怀疑自己是否能保护你
是你让我看见世界美丽
是你带我走向温暖生命
因为有你我的天空放晴
紧握住你的手一起迎接
未来十八岁的蔚蓝环绕永远的爱

天天非常想你的天天
飞过城市的边缘降
落爱你的终点

想念互道晚安的每天
却又舍不得说再见
你的笑那黱甜
我的直觉就是那黱坚决
不怕有暴风圈
因为你是我最晴朗的大晴天

LOVE MY DEAR!!

last sunday, i had a haircut with yiz. my hair is damn straight after the haircut and im tempted to do rebonding again. ARGH!! always got a lot of stuffs to talk to this girl here. haha. meet up again okies.

2008-04-27T23:49:00.001+08:00

had a great day yesterday. a day whereby bf manage to make me gain weight that i've desperately always trying to get rid off. but still a heartful day spent.

i realise how a girl like me can have complicated thoughts. and that sometimes i take things too seriously when it was just a casual joke. i treat important stuffs very seriously.

there goes my weekend again. cant wait for the next time meeting u again.

2008-04-26T11:52:00.004+08:00

currently waiting for bf to wake up.

i've got my 1st pay already. aparently they counted wrongly and pay me lesser and so, im gonna check with them again on monday. like duh, i've counted my salary for at least 10 times during work!!! nowadays, more and more ppl will stop at the reception to talk to me which is good hahaha. ppl there are nice but politics still arise i guess, but ya im not involved and that's good enough.

was fighting with snorlax and i decided to take a snapshot of it. you will know why.

anyway i brought my ZEN 8gb last saturday. loving it.

and i made jelly for dear but it was poorly done LOLX.

went to aldric 21th bday party and on the way home, i took a pic of this ferris wheel. pretty =)

<333

2008-04-25T22:09:00.001+08:00

《传说》
词: 施人诚曲: 郑楠

扬:宇宙洪荒那时候
第一句爱是谁说出口
当时的他如何形容
对方听懂不懂
林:开天辟地了以后
第一对恋人什麼结果
洞穴湖泊日升月落
他们爱了多久
如果我们那时就相遇
会不会爱得比较放心
合:也许分离还没被发明来折磨爱情
林:一千次轮回都不错过
扬:一万里相随都不放手
合:在每个尽头再约好碰头
再睁开眼就认出你我
扬:一千次轮回足不足够
林:一万里漂泊又算什麼
合:这人海辽阔爱总被磋跎
总该留一篇传说
合:我会尽我全力
抵抗时间的侵袭
不停地爱你
扬:还好我有你
林:幸好你有我
合:一起写一篇传说隐藏

2008-04-23T22:07:00.002+08:00

The rain in the morning ruins my day. I was late for work but luckily there was neither visitor nor people asking for meeting room keys. So, only pantry auntie and security guard knew.

Went for lunch talk in the afternoon and just for that 15 minutes that I was not at the reception, stupid things happen. It’s not my fault at allbut she just likes to nag and tell me what I should do. -.-“” Also, birdpark pass is lost when I placed it in the cupboard.
But well, I’m very tired now. I went out of my house early but yet I’m late. I want to go home and watch ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni.

Blogged that during work yesterday but ended up i met eleena for a short dinner and went home. Yesterday was really a very unlucky day but today is much much more better. 2 more days to weekend!!

2008-04-21T22:21:00.002+08:00

just finish watching episode 19 of it started with a kiss 2 and i cant wait for the next episode.

wanted to sleep but just cant help but wanted to blog.

i love u piggy <33
my obsession, my love.

2008-04-17T21:31:00.004+08:00

ever since the former receptionist transferred to another department, i feel like im in my own world sometimes.

in the morning when there's almost no visitor, i'll just play pokemon waiting for lunch. sometimes, ppl will just drop by reception and talk to me. esp pantry auntie as she will always sit around reception and mailroom. my morning task is also to wait for the postman to deliver letters for me to sort out. kidda good life for me in the morning.

after lunch, definitely still slacking. in the meantime, help visitor contact those people they are looking for. some will just call them themselves LOLX. also, issue application letter to candidate. i'll do franking of mail at 4 pm but that usually took only around 5 mins. will definitely play pokemon and msg dear or talk to dear while he go work.

of coz i'll do my work like picking up calls, issue PR, meeting room key, called up candidate to come for interview (not supposed to be my job lor) and etc. but overall, still quite free.

1st day of work =)

slacking
my ugly shoe hehe.

2008-04-13T16:16:00.002+08:00

meet up with 2 of my favourite girls yesterday!!!
had lots of fun just talking and giggling non-stop.
update more when i get the rest of the pictures =)

and im sort of obsessed with my newly brought eyeliner recently.
pictures of my eyeliner soon!

2008-04-06T19:04:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time since i blogged because was trying to blog a couple of time last week but it took me so long to update a few pictures. had started working for a week and well, i must say workload is really not much and a lot of free time for me to slack and do nothing at the reception. lolx. after the previous receptionist got transferred to the next department next wk, i'll be alone there and more slacking and freedom for me. ppl there are friendly but perhaps i still need more time so that i can really interact with them. it seems as if i got no common topic with them. everyday, i'll just look forward to 6 pm to end work. but thinking tat money is rolling in, it's quite worthwhile to enjoy the boredom i had during work. shall start seeking ways to make my receptionist life meaningful.

anyway, chances of entering uni is quite slim now. well, my o level result is quite bad compared to my fellow schoolmate and GPA is at the moderate range. possibility of being rejected is quite high. apparently, my colleague there actually called up the facility department to ask if there's any vacancy for chemical engineer and probably, if i couldnt get any place in uni, i can work there. lolx. it was nice for them to think of a backup plan for me. im still thinking if i should work in the engineering field anot but it nv harm to gain some valuable experience first.

trying hard to get used to it.

2008-03-24T20:56:00.003+08:00

it took me frigging long to upload just one picture of mine. me without make up and with messy hair.

anyway, im currently alittle obsessed with jill stuart cosmetics. the casing is damn pretty and look so pinkish and princess-like. but too bad it's only available in japan, taiwan and probably some other country as well but im nt very sure. but one thing im very sure is that this would motivate me to work hard.

jill stuart mix blush compact i love =)

and i cant wait for tmr.

2008-03-23T01:12:00.002+08:00

a very random post

these few days were spent slacking and rotting our days away with yi, tracy and min. and today i saw ting too =) spending time with old friends and rekindle the friendship we used to have is really good.

my fringe is pretty long. i wanna get a fringe cut.

and im really troubled whether i can get into nus or ntu. everytime when ppl ask me what am i doing these days, im waiting for university posting. i cant help thinking what if i cant get in. i did try to explain the possibility of me not getting in but i dun want to be disappointed.

work starting in 31th march and meeting bf next week. looking forward to it.

anyway. i gt a new monitor like finally.

nth much to blog actually but just wanna type something =)

2008-03-20T00:18:00.002+08:00

nv manage to book my BTT today cause the interview took too long and it was pouring and pouring yet the agency making things difficult for me.

well, decided to work coz if i continue dragging, i might not even able to get a job and also i cant shop and i cant buy anything i like. dun even bear to split my $10 to buy my yogurt drink. i wanna get my strawberry yogurt drink tomorrow!!

wanna get my eyebrow n manicure done. but im like lazy. =))

2008-03-19T01:44:00.002+08:00

it was such a happy day on monday. dear always make funny face when we are taking photos. when im bored, i can just take out and had a great laugh. =)) unglam pics of dear shall not be posted.

wake up at 6 am to accompany dear for x-ray test again. it's been long since i wake up at such hours. totally drop dead on my bed when i reach home but only manage to nap for 2 hours.

gonna head to bed now. going for an interview and then to book my BTT! wheeeeeee. finally gonna learn driving.

check out your blog, loves.

2008-03-17T02:28:00.001+08:00

sleep well my dearest.

will wake u up if u sleep more than 20 hours.

<333

2008-03-15T16:13:00.004+08:00

Hihi. It’s been quite some time I blogged but I think it doesn’t really makes much difference since not much people is reading though.

Yeah, I graduated and managed to maintain my pathetic GPA. Thank god everyone graduated with me! YAH. I’m still jobless but I’ll not talk about job opportunity till I got a job.

I think from now on, I rather keep some stuffs to my close friends and I before things start spreading around too fast. I hate to hear people coming me and tell me, "heard from XXX that u found a job" etc. like what's the big deal about this. I told XXX yesterday and today YYY came telling me about it. There’s one incident whereby XXX tell YYY and ZZZ came telling me about it. Exaggerating it may sound but to me, I find it irritating.

Many times I get pissed off, I kept it to myself because talking about it might just incur another conflict. But sometimes things get out of hand that they think I seriously don’t mind. You can jolly well tell people what I told you but please, make sure the person don’t come back to me and tell me they hear from you what’s been happening to me the next day. It’s not concern anymore, at least to me, it's not. I'm not wanting to create problems but I hope you guys can understand instead of me always faking that I'm ok with it.

And ya, if people want to ask me "out", you can simply stop trying if "out" means going city harvest chruch, cell group outing or whatever not. I'm a devoted buddhist even though I've never been to the temple for very long. And furthermore, the more you try, the more i hate it!

My uncle/aunt and I had been playing 明星三缺一 at my desktop. And there is one lucky day I get 75 tai with 大四喜 =). Knowing that they won't believe it, I took a picture down. Tell me I'm a lucky girl.

Staying at home watching dramas/movie, online shopping and mahjong had been what I've been doing lately. I watched The Mist yesterday night and I seriously hope that i wasn't watching that alone. But it was a movie worth watching with lots of suspense although the ending was kind of crap. Gonna go watch Love Actually now. Byes.

2008-03-12T01:32:00.003+08:00

i miss your silliness, your piggyness and of course you.

sorry for being unreasonable, i hope u understand.

i'll make sure im a good girl when u're working hard.

i love you, laogong.

2008-03-07T01:19:00.008+08:00

yeah ping is still jobless. apparently, there's this clinic assitant job at ubi techpark. but the doctor is weird. he told me that if there is no direct bus, no point working there but if there is, i probably can start work next wk.

there's another job at basic beauty. i know it's hard work working as a sales assistant but im selling beauty products!

and yah, there's a lot of job opportunites but im lazy to go for interview etc. argh hate them. i dunno if should work despite the low pay or the long trip to work.

yesterday went out with bf on his off day =) some ppl from entrepreneurship course approached us, told us that they were playing a game and wanted us to buy stars which they say they had wrote down wishes and 4D number inside. bf brought 2 and claimed that we should do some charity -.-"""

i think it's kind of lame lolx!

loves.

my baby cousin that looks just like me when im a baby =)

see, i hang it at the side of my bed.

2008-03-02T23:30:00.009+08:00

YAH exam was officially over on wednesday. had been looking forward to that day even though i know end of exam would just means boredom. wanted to look for a temporary job but seems tough.

anyway, went out with bf after exam that day.

went out with the girls yesterday. woke up at 9 am to meet ting n xuan for kbox. went career fair with ting, yi, min and tracy after that. V8 cafe for dinner. reach home at 11.30pm. i was exhausted.

we love taking pictures with xuan's phone coz we looked fair.

becoming transparent and love it =)

i love milktea ice cream!

girls like spending time in the toilet, isnt it.

some pics taken after dinner =)

it's 3 am now and im meeting the girls for swimming tmr at 9.30 am.

not sure if im able to wake up anot but i really want to go.

shall see how.

2008-02-26T14:27:00.002+08:00

YA! MT down, cre to go. anyway, mt paper is a killer today. was kind of expected it so im mentally prepared. just hoping to pass and get over with it.

gonna study cre now and i'll be free.

=)

2008-02-25T23:21:00.002+08:00

i know i should be studying hard now but well, it's an open book examination tmr. mugging hard doesnt even get me anywhere. questions coming out is like so unpredictable. and im so in the holiday mood. i hope i can pass without affecting my gpa. i hope i'll study hard for cre paper on wednesday since it's my last hope already.

last 2 papers and yah! be prepared to enter the working life or better still, get a place in NUS or NTU.

im having this shoulderache that is haunting me ever after since i changed my pillow. i want to get a new pillow but bf say it's weird to carry a pillow around when we go out. shall see how. maybe i'll gradually get use to this.

cant wait for wed.

2008-02-24T02:10:00.002+08:00

"a love you can count on without having to wonder"

<33333

2008-02-22T12:18:00.003+08:00

5 more days to my last paper and seriously i cant wait for studying to be over! im seriously losing motivation and demoralised by the type of questions coming for MT paper. i think im gonna did really badly. *cries* i wonder if ntu or nus are willing to accept me. i dun mind going back to school and grumble over studying and stuff.

anyway, i need to get a job as soon as possible because there's simply too much things i wanna get. a lot of redundant stuff but would definitely makes me a happy girl.

anticipating The Water Horse: Legend of the Deep

u see a different side of me, others cant see.

2008-02-18T00:00:00.005+08:00

Happy 1 year anniversary!!

love ya <33333

2008-02-17T20:32:00.005+08:00

TD02 with ms chew, our csas lecturer.

my bf's ugly drawing.

another of his ugly drawing =)

valentine day, love potion and valentine platter for 2.

and the girl is going to study hard for her last 3 paper

YAH! more decent updates after exam.

2008-02-14T23:26:00.001+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day, Precious!

and happy valentine's day to everyone =)

2008-02-07T21:26:00.001+08:00

happy chinese new year =))

no more projects and quiz for me already. just one more q n a session and tut quiz for MT and there's it. just need to be prepared for the final exam n test.

yesterday nite, bf and i got a last min plan which was to catch a movie.
i love kungfu dunk =)

happy lunar one year anniversay dearest.
got to go to meet the silly boy.

2008-02-03T12:21:00.000+08:00

yesterday, i threw away my ahma earring into the bin. it was wrapped in a tissue paper which i've placed it in my drawer. but dunno wat goes wrong with me yesterday that i just simply open my drawer, took the tissue (thinking that it's rubbish) and threw it away. when i realise that it's her earring, my aunt had already empty the bin. And now she keep asking for it, and all i could say is that i cant find it. argh... disappointed in myself.

anyway, it's february and there's simply too many things im excited about.

lalalalala.

*the earring cost around 1K. and it's all gone! guilty =(*

2008-01-27T13:10:00.000+08:00

it's been such a hectic week.

my ahma was hospitalised and had an operation.
somebody disappointed me.
i was tired, very tired everyday.
and my ahma is still in the hospital, hope everything will be alright just in time for cny.
my bag that i purchased is out of stock again.

but glad that everything will be over.
i seriously hope so.
and my poly life officially end in around 1 mth time.
projects are such a nuisance.

i dun need ppl that barely know me to tell me that it might be infuatuation and feelings might just fade off in future and that i should be rational. they see things from only one angle. phew, losing respect. and also, friends that think that the conversation is funny, i think it's not.

2008-01-21T13:06:00.000+08:00

pmt termtest later.
someone kill me please.
im giving up.

wish luck will fall on me again like how it did on saturday.

2008-01-18T23:38:00.000+08:00

i am so eager to blog this down. my very
1st chanel baby.

was just casually walking at tampines mall when i tell bf that when i entered the working society, i'll buy a chanel foundation for myself when i earn enough. and so, he decided to buy tat for our 1 year anniversay gift. 1 month from now. no surprise de hor but still i love my baby so much. thanks dearest <333

snapshot of my new love.

have been buying dresses for the new year. but beginning to hate white dress coz currently there's this white dress that's too translucent and we are having a headache on how to deal with it. really hope to wear it for the dinner next tues. if not, yellow dress shall be it.

happy 11th months love. next mth is such a great mth to look forward to.

2008-01-17T22:45:00.000+08:00

this week is quite a hectic week.

have to deal with my emotional problems, ppl pissing me off and pimples.
but i don't even got any pimple cream.

seriously. when i say don't ask, then stop asking. why do i have to say like 3 times and more and also ignoring u then u'll stop. if you are testing my limits, then please don't. because im just so easily agitated nowadays. my tolerance level is declining.

argh. totally hate school now. study mood is at its minimum. also, last term, i have lost all my motivation. but those letters from ntu are very tempting. i wonder if i can make it through this last semester without affecting my gpa.

mt lab tmr and it sux. mock interview not anyway better too.
and pmt termtest next week is going to stress me out i bet so.

2008-01-16T11:14:00.000+08:00

yesterday is a bad day.

hope today can be a better day.

2008-01-06T00:23:00.000+08:00

Today, ping's a healthy girl.

Went swimming with hua, ting and tracy this morning. It's been ages I went swimming and totally love it. Because swimming is a much more enjoying way of excercising than running =) Hope there's more chances of swimming trip. Lunch was at the japanese restuarant outside tampines swimming complex and the food is nice and cheap. Shopping with the girls at bugis next and it was nice catching up with each other life.

Meet bf for dinner and some shopping again. Chinese new year is coming and it's the perfect reason for me to shop and buy. Gonna do some shopping tmr again i guess so.

I'm redder/darker after the swim today. So I hope I'll be fairer soon and apply more sunblock wahahhahaa.

pic taken last wk with hua at kster.

i wore dress out today =)

ting me and tracy
=)
finally group pic.

i still look fair in the photo but i really become redder wahahhahaa.

2008-01-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

Yes, I’m staying at home today. But anyway, there’s good news for me. I passed my MT termtest and I’m not a failure anymore. =) Thanks to this, there’s a reason to be happy on the last day of 2007. I was supposed to go for MT lecture today at 12 pm but guess what? When faz called me asking me where am I, I told her I’m at home not even realizing that it’s already 12 pm. I’m still sleeping at that point of time. But still, I went school today wanting to hand in PT report but ultrasupply, com lab, and library all not available for printing. In the end, I could email Mr Tang to submit the report and PMT lecture is cancelled. I could have just stay at home and watch my dramas. Dramas make me a happy girl.

Happy new year guys =)

just wish everything will end.

2007-12-31T03:10:00.000+08:00

me and hua bday cake from queen =)

perhaps money is still very important.

coz without money, u cant enjoy life.

but it has certainly caused disappointment.

没有期望就不会失望

maybe special days arent special anymore.

2007-12-30T01:43:00.000+08:00

I’m all well and recovered and now Ping's a happy girl again.

It is really quite a busy holiday preparing for presentation, falling sick and then celebrating Christmas. Many plans had been cancelled because of me being sick or others being sick. Sorry huiz, haven’t meet u yet.

Since Christmas Eve, I’ve been watching drama in the afternoon and going out in the evening and then drama again till late at night. It’s really exhausting but I just can’t stop watching. Yes. Dark eye rings and puffy eyes for me now =(

Aren’t looking to school reopen at all. Graduating soon and Ping's very troubled over what should she do after she graduate. School starts means projects, quizzes and exam very soon. I totally hate it. Last term was bad because I kept falling sick. This coming term, please give me the motivation to do my best although I’m such a failure for MT.

31st December will be a day at home I guess. Indeed, I’ve gain quite a lot this year. My greatest gift this year is you, someone who never give up on me. I'm slightly exposed to the cruel reality and it's time i grow up. Hopefully, next year would be a better year.

Good bye. I promise I'll be a better girl next year.

2007-12-23T01:20:00.000+08:00

finally i had my well-deserved meal just now.

well, past 3 days had been bad for me.

wed nite - caught a cold, fever.

thurs - fever, numb hand.

fri - vomiting.

i didnt really eat anything on thurs as i kind of lost my appetite and nice food just taste awful to me. i ate some bread on thurs nite so that i can eat my antibiotics after visitng the doctor but didnt expect to vomit all out. drank some water and vomit it out too. so the whole of fri, i did not consume any food nor water (just one piece of biscuit so that at least i got some energy to step out of my hse) because i just hate the feeling of nausea and the aftermath of vomiting. went to see the doctor again and got my medicine for vomiting and gastric pain.

hopefully, tonight is no longer another sleepless night. last night, after eating the medicine, hunger striked me and i couldnt stop feeling hungry. ate a slice of bread before i sleep but still feel hungry. wake up at 8 am in the morning to eat breakfast today. den i went to slp again =)

anyway. no use reading this post coz it's all about me being sick and nth else.

.i miss you.

2007-12-21T11:50:00.000+08:00

everything i eat will be vomited out. even water.

feeling miserable.

sucks.

2007-12-21T00:31:00.000+08:00

was sick yet again.

this time round, there's no flu nor sore throat.

got fever as i caught a cold and kidda affect my nerves causing my hand to be numb.
kind of sucks coz it's really uncomfortable.

there's a few moment my body temp is abit too high i tot im going to die.
just kidding. hehe.

anyway. cant i just enjoy my holiday in peace.
why am i always sick during the start of holiday.

well, on a happier note. im able to solve the last layer of rubik's cube on my own.
wheeeee. am i smart =)))

now that my hand's still numb, better keep my hand off the cube.

2007-12-19T17:17:00.000+08:00

wheeeee. PT presentation is over and i shall say, it's pretty relaxing now that i've nth much to do this holiday. oh, i forget abt csas again. well, just let me slack for this week. after PT presentation, we had lunch and went back home. bf is tired and he got to work later. but rubik's cube is with me and i fell asleep while playing it.

yesterday, went school and edit the slides with man. watched mr magorium's emporium with bf after that. was okok only. not what i expected.

back to slacking <333333

2007-12-18T01:17:00.000+08:00

holiday had just started but it's like gonna end sooner or later.

there's a particular part of me trying to be understanding while another part of me trying to reveal how i really feel about everything that's happening to me. but apparently, even so, i think my messages are not well understood. and probably. im nt using the correct approach. i wish u understand wat i really mean and that i need actions, not just words.

i treasure u like i always do.

anyway. still love silly as usual so i feel that communication is very important. at least it's very important to me.
happy 10th months loves. we'll make it through all nonsense together.

gonna find stuffs to do to keep myself occupied.

one of my favourite songs =)

梁静茹 - 会呼吸的痛

在东京铁塔　第一次眺望
看灯火模仿　坠落的星光
我终於到达　但却更悲伤
一个人完成　我们的梦想
你总说　时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天　就有以后
想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛　连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

没看你脸上　张扬过哀伤
那是种多么　寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙　让我去流浪
在原地等我　把自己捆绑
你没说　你也会软弱
需要依赖我
我就装不晓得
自由移动　自我地过
想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛　连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛
我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着　你在就好了
我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰　你回来那就好了
能重来那就好了

2007-12-16T14:45:00.000+08:00

termtest is finally over!!! i gonna hate taking back my papers as im gonna score so badly. how i wish there's engineering maths 3, 4, 5, 6 so that i no need to study so hard and still get shitty results.

bf n i had already fix the rubic cube after PT paper that day. he's too eager to fix the cube and couldnt wait till after CRE paper on friday. anyway, that day i was pretty tired and still, i forced myself to study cre that nite. cre is my least worried subject so i pretty slack quite alot. well, so i went home, brought the materials down but forgot about the instruction manual. smart bf managed to figure it out. =)

some of the materials

initially, we tot the heart of the rubik's cube is like this

but realise it's worong =) this is the correct one.
i pasted all the stickers =)

and yes. 12 am that nite on my birthday, bf dropped by my hse and placed a cake outside my door. a pleasant surprise for me and thanks everyone who remember. not really anticipating my birthday thou since im getting older and i've gt to study for 2 subjects on that day.

my auntie wanted to cook noodle and curry for me on my birthday so i went home for dinner after studying with the usuals in the afternoon. anyway, aldric saw an accident so we buy 4d on the carplate no. of the car and cab since my bday is on wednesday. however, we nv strike -.-""

yesterday, went out wif bf. apparently, wanted to watch Mr Magorium's Emporium but there's not much timeslot in cathay. bf wanted to watch warlords so we bought the 12.45 am tickets. tickets is selling out so fast. -.-""

anyway, sort of to celebrate my birthday, we went to eat steamboat buffet at chong qing hotpot at suntec. it's kidda ex thou but definitely worth the money. love it! bf dont really eat prawn but he peeled all my prawn for me. and i ate lots of mushroom. sa-tis-fied hehe.

ai xin prawn dearest peel for me.

this is the flying fishball. fishball with happy wings. =)

christmas deco outside PS

sillllly and me

and and. still gt PT presentation and report to do. then it'll mark the end of PT

2 weeks hols =)

2007-12-13T23:55:00.000+08:00

ping's currently tired and hungry and this is a bad combination.

coz just walking to the living room, i feel like i've got no strength.

last paper tmr and im gonna enjoy my weekend.

movie to be watched: Mr Magorium's Emporium, Alvin And The Chipmunks, The Warlords

want those adorable holiday hatching eggs in facebook.

a random post before i slp.

2007-12-12T01:23:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to my lao po!!!!!

muackssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!

2007-12-12T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happppppppy 19th Birrrrrrrthday to ping =)

she'll be celebrating her birthday by studying hard, preparing for the tests on thursday.
and that birthday would just be another normal day but she will secretly make her wishes hoping they come true. she asks for nothing much but just a simple life with achievement in studies, r/s and friendship.

and the awaited picture that i want to post.
my little baby cousin that's 1 mth plus old.
my aunt say i look like this when i was little.
baby's always adorable =)

hate my stupid brother.
there's some internet connectivity problem and he's like shouting from the living room to my room as if it's my fault.
he must be thankful to me for tying his tie everytime he needs it ok.

2007-12-11T12:17:00.000+08:00

csas test is over and i've gt two days to mug before mt and pt test on thurs.

how i hope i can get into the study mood right now and start studying and studying like nobody business. anyway, nth much to blog about. my life is simple as usual. and if u know, im so not looking forward to tmr pls.

sometimes. i just cant stop pondering.
i sincerely hope that everything was over =)

2007-12-09T23:37:00.000+08:00

my diy rubik's cube (for bf), skirt and something else are arriving SOON.

should be studying since termtest is like tmr but 1 min of csas gets me sleepy totally and thus, ping doing some online shopping again. as usual =)

yi says looking at clothes like can forget about all worries.
i think it's just temporary effect due to excitement.

my worries always there. and i want to make my wishes so soon. may my wishes come true this time round.

im pondering if i should buy light pink, dark pink, white or navy blue dress.

cant decide.
ping's indecisive again.

2007-12-09T13:58:00.000+08:00

saturday is as usual, the day i look forward to most.

yet today is sunday and tmr's the start of termtest.
going to study very soon.
blog again.

2007-12-06T22:56:00.000+08:00

today, i had the most delicious dinner.
thanks so much for delivering the dinner over.
i finish the whole packet even though i plan to skip dinner today.

csas. mt. pt. cre.
im so gonna enjoy taking termtest.

someone just bring me faraway where happily ever after exist.