Tuesday, January 31, 2006
hehe. shall blog now. it's the 3rd day of cny. once again, gong xi fa cai to all. yesterday went bai nian. visit my mother's friend near paya lebar too. den father's friend at bukit timah. omg. -.-"" so far. den head to jurong which is one of my mother's side relative. ate lunch there and my father fetch me to tamp. told them tat i going friend hse but i went to jt hse. den omg. so many ppl. so greet greet them and gamble. played blackjack, in between, mahjong and slack abit. eat dinner and den chat wif his cousin. wait for my father come fetch me ard 11 since they went to watch a concert too. hav a great time over there. =)
today got woken up by my parent. coz they wanna go chinese garden take pictures. den when bedok eat n meet them. coz of the sun, my hand n face itch again. waited for very long in inter and head to lau's hse. rather sian lar. i aso dunno y. was trying to find something to do. den after tat decided nt to go linda low hse. so the rest of them went my hse. got hua, huiz, cherie, shaoting, huishien, liying. a lot of ppl at my hse aso. so we went to my rm. play in between using the cab fare money. but everyone is losing money. so decided to split the money and play blackjack. coz liying is going off soon. after she go off we play till ard 7 and ate dinner. slack awhile play awhile and they went home. i'm sorry. really.
Sunday, January 29, 2006
shall blog yeah. since i'm back home nth to do. umm. this yr same routine as usual. a lot of comments from not so close relatives from mother side as usual. lolx. later at nite my parent going to chun dao he pan. the riverside thing beside esplanade. dun feel like going. so tired n bored. lolx. yeah. tmr faster come. tues faster come. wed faster come. ahaha.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!
=)
Saturday, January 28, 2006
happy chinese new year in a few hrs time. i am rather bored now since i am stuck at paya lebar hse now. gonna apply nail polish but kidda lazy. shall do it after i blogged. nt feeling very well. think having a cold. should be alright by tmr lolx. today was alright. woke up. helped out wif the food. pass grace the hypothesis testing notes. dinner and came back this home. brought gougou along. at least better den nth. hehehe. hav been sneezing non stop. can die. shall blog again later hehe.
Friday, January 27, 2006
yipee!! today is the last the of sch before cny arrives. dunno whether should i be excited abt it. was rather looking forward to it when we tot that we wont be meeting each other for 4 days. but we have no choice. haiz. but since it's new yr, it should be a time to have fun and be happy. so i shall look forward to wed yeah. but it'll gonna be the end of the hols. how contradicting can it be hahaha. yup. maybe i will also be away from blogging becoz i am going to stay at my another hse. my own hse yeah. hehehe. nt very happy coz i couldnt be bring my bearbear, little bear, gougou n koala along. haiz. 4 days too yeah. how am i going to slp. sobbbb. shall enjoy today yeah. but today got NE speech n OC quiz. omg!!!
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
oh well. i should study for pipc now. i'm a good girl. =)
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
yeah!!! finally got a new template. to welcome the chinese new yr. cant help getting excited over it partly becoz eleena is totally crazy over it. got influenced. -.-""" this wk is great yeah. despite the fact that it's busy n packed wif a lot of things. AM quiz over. french proj over. left PIPC n OC quiz this wk. next wk got TD quiz. and soon it will be exam. oh not forgetting the NE message thing this fri. and qi helped me wif it. so gd. je t'aime, qi. thx yeah. my life is finally back to normal. and i shall remain as it is for i will nv let anything affect me again. hehehe.
je t'aime, mon cheri.
=)
Monday, January 23, 2006
today gonna be a tiring day. after sch still hav to do french proj in the evening. the due date is tmr and today will be the 1st time we meet. lolx. so crap but nvm lar. got something to submit can already. hehe. but tues there's AM quiz. how to study. -.-"" lolx. but i'm happy. becoz i wake up feeling happpy. =)))
Sunday, January 22, 2006
so it's another sunday evening. went over to his hse and did my tutorials already but haven't start studying. went home after that while he went for his organ. so bored. next wk is chinese new yr. next yr's not a very gd yr for dragons. sobbb.
Love is when you can't be apart from someone for too long...you're always thinking of them, and when you're with them you never want to say goodbye. Love is far from simple. It's quite complex. It's a mix of about everything. It's sadness, joy, passion, hatred, excitement, it's almost every feeling you can imagine and more. You know love when you find it, it's that person that when they smile it brightens up your day, you can't stop staring at them for fear of losing them, they're always on your mind, you daydream of being with them, even if they're less than 20 feet away...and you can't stand it when they're not with you, the worst feeling you could ever feel is when you know that person you love is not with you...you can't tell when love will happen, you just know when it does, that moment when you first lay eyes on that person, and you never want to look away...that is love. Nothing less.
=))
i'm back!!! thx for everyone concern. i'm fine now. not really wan to elaborate on wat happened but juz thx to everyone who cares. i am perfectly alright now. =) yesterday kidda tired. wake up in the morning and was supposed to meet jt at his hse bus stop. but he appeared behind my block. so went to his hse to help out wif spring cleaning till abt 6 and went to bugis and meet mel n jie. ate dinner walk walk ard and took pics. went home at 10 pm but reached home at 11.30. -.-""" i aso dunno how come so long. lolx.
saying sorry isnt important at all becoz actions speak louder den words. dun do this to me again becoz i dunno wat will i do. u might juz end up losing something. =)
oh well. crap again.
Friday, January 20, 2006
yesterday only hav 2 hrs of lecture. went to the lib wif them and waited for my cousin who take such a long time to reach tp. bring him around AS and went separate ways. went gelare wif jt after tat. nth much. just that something has been bothering me. not that i dun wan to share but i couldnt. it's beyond my ability to say it out. i couldnt talk to anyone. but somehow i've been keeping too much things to myself that it actually affect my mood sometimes. no need to try asking wat is it. coz i will end up saying nth. it's nt that i wan but i have no choice. i am not so happy afterall.
Thursday, January 19, 2006
yesterday was one of the better day this wk. AM pbl still stress as usual but lucky we got the solution. and we took 3 hrs. mark tan said that the yr 2 students took 1/2 hr for pbl but we took 3 hrs. it's juz becoz we wanted to get things done and den no need to care much abt it. after that went for lunch and then library for project again. wrote something for the analysis and slacked abit and jt n me decided to go off since we've got nth to do anymore. went to engin sch toilet coz lib one got queue. lolx. den saw min outside engin block. LOLX. after that we walked to the bus stop together wif lek n chow and took some photos. den we went our separate ways. watched in her shoes and it was rather touching. love between 2 sisters =) den actually wanted gelare but it's abit late so we went home. hehe. said some demoralising thing on the journey home. i shouldnt have said. it's juz some craps yeah. it's hard to try ur best for ppl with no goals. we do our best to pursue our goals. =))
last nite while waiting for my parents to come back den go home, i fell aslp. i nv tot that when i wake up it's already 4 + am. coz i am suppose to call him after my parents are home. sobsob. so i msg him at 4+ am. sorry.
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
hehe. shall blog before i go to sch. was talking to mel yesterday nite and we decided to go to the market and chat since she's rather bored staying at home. chat n chat till 10 pm when we finally decided to go home. yeah. tat's all. LOLX. later there's pbl for am den no more lesson. but there's project to be completed and movie!!! =)))))))))
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
yeah. here's another entry after dinner. nv really start my day well coz i'm have a stomachache. juz pain for no reason. like the ache i have when i went to KL last yr. apply medical oil before i go to sch. dun feel like going to sch but i'm a gd girl yeah. lolx. so is dr jiang li teaching us td already. so happy. at least we have a better mood listening to the lecture. and baby oil is really useful. feel nt so pain already so went to hav lunch den AM lecture. got 3 hrs break so we went to the lib. quite bored. everyone was like busy wif their own thing. went for french tutorial which is even more boring. all my grp members nv come today. i dunno y. lolx. so i was alone. sit alone somemore. sian. the worse thing is i found out that my phone is nt wif me during the tutorial. den i panic. kept thinking whether is it at the library or maybe jt help me keep. den i wanted to lend phone from someone in the rm but i dun dare. lolx. so keep worrying till after tutorial and wait for him outside his tutorial rm. saw qi =) and lucky my phone is really wif him. i really dunno wat to do if i really lost my phone. since it's nt the 1st time anymore. but overall today's still nt a very bad day? lolx.
only i can determine how i feel. so i shall feel happy everyday, every moment.
<3
Monday, January 16, 2006
today's nt really a very gd day. juz too tired to concentrate on anything. doing the wrong thing at the wrong time. sorry if i offended anyone of u. hmm. but overall still ok? dun feel like going for french lecture so crushed phycho lecture. lolx. was playing harvest moon inside but too tired so nv play. haha. den went home. i'm so weird today. lucky i became myself after i found out i'm weird. -.-"""
here to update before i go to school!
i am very happy yesterday. really very very happy. shopped like crazy with suhua n cherie. and thanks. i know it's troublesome. but u end my day wif a =)))) . thx!!!! i know u're trying ur best. me too. we'll overcome the obstacle soon.
yeah. entry short n sweet. add even more sugar!!!
Saturday, January 14, 2006
i think i had already used up 15 pieces of tissues already. juz now i'm still alright but seems that i need more tissue now.i cant even type this entry properly coz i am grabbing for another tissue again. LOLX. i guess i'll be alright. maybe it's juz those regular sneezing that is a little more serious. so it'll take more time to recover. haiz.
Charlie Brown: I think I'm afraid to be happy.
Lucy: How can you be afraid to be happy?
Charlie Brown: Because whenever you get too happy, something bad always happens.
-Peanuts
so true.
ping wake up at 7.30 today again. she went for the ELP which is the class bonding thing. it was ok lar. nt as boring as expected but the sun was glaring. burning. her face's red again. dunno got sunburn anot. hopefully not. her toes are pain. sobb. den she went home after that and she was sorry. yeah. den she slacked the whole afternoon till now. =(
Friday, January 13, 2006
whee!!! reached home early today. all due to the new shoe i wore today. cause me blister. anyway. had presentation today and it was ehhh. nt very gd. i hate presentation most. so share a cab home wif leo after oc lecture. tmr there's still the class bonding thing. my toes hurts.. dun feel like going but it's compulsory. maybe it'll be better tmr. saw qi in the lab today and yeah. finally. it's like we used to see each other almost everyday. lolx. n qi remembered to pass me tat "something". thx yeah. LOLX.
and yeah. if u guys noticed. i've cut my hair. not really cut but trim. and hav got my fringe short this time round. n got psycho by the guy tat my hair main prob is "qiao" n ask me if i wan to do some strightening thing. nt rebonding and it cost 200+. but of coz i nv lar. den he psycho me to do treatment bla bla bla. so juz anything lar. den do the seeweed treatment. muz save money again. sobsob. nth much. but i pon lecture yesterday. coz it's raining very very heavily and i will be late and there's only 2 lecture. find it rather useless to go sch so nv go. lolx. yeahhhh. formal presentation is finally over. finally. i'm looking forward to holiday!!!
hahaz, i'm not ping btw=i'm qi
yeah QI
ping's gone for her formal presentation now
and i'm in comp lab :!!
was gona go to her LT to see how she's doing
but she dun let me go shob
okay la
ermz, what to blog about?
oh yea, i can finally play maple!
after 2 months+ of cold turkey
(plus some withdrawal symptoms etcetcetc)
i'm finally able to see vella =)!!!!
oh ok, enough bout craps lolz
this is ping's blog by the way hor XD
but i got nothin to blog aboug lolxxxx
well, to sum up
visit my blog!!!
(links to ur right lol... well as if u all are blind hahaha)
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
so it's another public holiday. got back my pipc result yesterday and i passed. 29/50. i'm so lucky. coz so many ppl failed. intend to cut my hair yesterday but was fully booked so other days. nth much. muz prepare for exam soon. and csas presentation this fri. i heaven do anything yet. -.-"""
Test your emotional intelligence (EQ)
You scored 65% correct!
Remember you responses need to have been as honest as possible. If you feel that your score does not reflect you, please retake the test and answer each question in the way that best represents the way you typically feel.
Your score indicates that you have an average EQ.
People who typically score in this range are usually able to recognise and understand their feelings and to express them in an appropriate manner. They are fairly comfortable with who they are. In most circumstances they are not afraid to show love, empathy and compassion for other people. In general, they are comfortable with intimacy, and giving of themselves to other people.
They are pretty good communicators. They are fairly in tune with themselves and those around them. They generally know how to say the right thing at the right moment. They are good friends and partners. They are normally able to show anger in appropriate ways. More often than not, they are able to stand up for themselves when necessary, but also are not afraid to cry if they are hurt. They are able to admit when they are wrong and take steps to correct their mistakes. They are rarely unable to say they are sorry.
They are generally happy, well-rounded people. They accept challenges. They can stay motivated and focused in the face of setbacks. They are able to set goals for themselves and often achieve them. They are positive and optimistic about themselves, others around them, and their future.
However, just because people with an average EQ have a pretty good grasp on their emotions they still have plenty of room for emotional growth. They can continue to be introspective. They can continue to communicate with the people around them and continue to work on their goals. They can utilise what they have and continue to identify areas within themselves that need work.
Remember that a person?s emotional intelligence never stops growing. Because we are always evolving as people, EQ is something that must be nurtured. If it isn?t cultivated, emotional intelligence will disappear.
We wish you the best of luck with your future EQ.
Sunday, January 08, 2006
another post for today =) meet jt at bedok inter before thinking of where to go. so we finally decided to go tm again coz we heaven complete our research for our csas project. so we ate teppanyaki at tm basement and shopped around. still dun hav my strawberry fran biscuit from meiji. sobbbb. so after tat, went to his hse and do our slides and play harvest moon at the same time. den ate dinner at his hse and went ikea wif his family. after that reached home ard 10. hmm. tmr doing proj still dunno wat time. i'm glad that i'm busy sometimes. at least i wont care abt those things. rite qi? wahahahaha.
Saturday, January 07, 2006
good morning. still 15 mins more to afternoon. shall blog for my qiqi to read. but will gonna be a boring entry.
yesterday go for pipc lab in the morning. nth much. but will be going for DRP wif dr yip. den got oc tutorial n csas. got back my demostration skills results n the powerpoint slide test. got 23/30 and 4.2/5. still ok lar. better den my results last sem. den next wk still got the formal presentation which i heaven really touch on it yet. arghhhh. oc get back test paper. i pass coz mcq help me alot. but now i look at the question, somehow i forgot how to do already. muz revise again. qi say ASc is always stress. haahhaa. so sad. den after sch intend to accompany suhua till her meeting but jt father ask me to eat dinner wif them. persuaded by them so join them for dinner lor. was rather weird lar coz i aso seldom hav meals wif my family like tat. went home and bathe and feeling nt very well. maybe too tired already and today i wake up. i am fine again.
later meeting jt go out. and tmr do csas project. juz hope tat all this can be done asap den no need to care so much already. 5 more wks to study wk, 6 more wks to exam, n 7 more wks to holidays. !!!!!!!!! cant wait.
i did a emotional IQ test and it says that i got low eIQ. lolx.
Results of the Emotional IQ Test
Ruler
Overall Score = 74 Your score
Behavioral aspect = 80 Your score
Knowledge aspect = 66 Your score
Emotional insight into self = 85 Your score
Goal orientation and motivation = 97 Your score
Ability to express emotions = 86 Your score
Social insight and empathy = 79 Your score
What does your score mean?
General EIQ
Includes overall (your score = 74), behavioral aspect (80) and knowledge aspect scores (66)
There's some bad news and some good news. The bad news is that your Emotional IQ is quite low. In a practical sense, this means that you are not reaching your full potential. Low EIQ has a negative impact on all aspects of life such as relationships, your emotional health and level of motivation. As a result of your behavior, others may view you as being critical, inexpressive, inhibited, detached, cold, or even condescending. Your difficulties relating to others and dealing successfully with your own emotions may have a negative impact on your health; people with lower EIQs are prone to anxiety, depression, excessive guilt, aggressiveness, low self-concept, and stress-related problems. Chances are that you also have difficulty bouncing back from life's problems. Now for the good news: by learning and practicing new skills and more effective ways of dealing with people, you can significantly improve your EIQ. The benefits will be numerous, including stronger relationships, a more successful career and better health. Most of all, you will be an all-around happier person.
At least part of the reason for your poor performance on this test is that you don't have the knowledge necessary for the full development of your emotional intellect. There are, in fact, actual priniciples of emotionally "smart" behavior that you can learn and apply to your day-to-day life. And the good news is that it's never too late to start learning, whether you scored low or high.. Make some effort and it will most certainly pay off in the long run.
Emotional insight into self (you scored 85)
Your score on Emotional Insight was relatively low. People with such a score are generally out of touch with their own emotions, and sometimes fail to recognize or identify their true feelings (they feel them at the physiological level but cannot verbalize it or conceptualize them). They may have problems pinpointing the underlying reasons for their own actions, which could potentially lead to miscommunication in interactions with others. They may also lack the ability to make themselves feel better when upset, angry or sad. In addition, people with this profile tend to have a low self-esteem, occasionally lack self-control in certain highly charged situations and experience difficulties bouncing back from life's setbacks. While there may be an advantage to rational detachment from their own emotions - that it softens the pain (at least for the moment) - it also has a serious disadvantage; they may not be able to enjoy positive feelings.
Goal orientation and motivation (you scored 97)
You had an average score on Motivation and Goal-orientation. People with such a score generally possess an adequate amount of intrinsic motivation and self-discipline to work towards goals - but they could certainly benefit from more. They may sometimes get overwhelmed when faced with obstacles or lose their incentive easily. This may be a result of a need for external reinforcement (like praise, frequent encouragement) and irregular internal motivation (personal satisfaction over reaching goals), which makes it more challenging to stick things out in the long-term. They may also experience the occasional difficulty delaying gratification or sometimes choose the easier route to reaching a goal. Individuals with this profile may do well enough to succeed up to a certain extent, but have the potential to achieve even more if they find ways to increase their drive.
Ability to express emotions (you scored 86)
You had a fairly low score on Emotional Expression. People with such a score have difficulty handling strong emotions, both in themselves and in others. They generally don't feel comfortable expressing their feelings, and are unsure how to communicate those feelings to others even when they wish to. Individuals who are unable to express emotions are often overwhelmed when faced with emotional situations, like other people who are distraught or upset. In fact, this lack of comfort can even include an avoidance of expressing positive feelings and interacting with anyone exhibiting any strong emotional reaction, good or bad. This often results in repression of feelings and pent up emotions that can lead to anger, sadness and emotional distance from others. People with this profile generally don't ask for support, and attempt to ignore or rationalize away their emotions. They often feel like they need to protect their integrity or ego by hiding what they consider "irrational" emotions. They tend to put on a poker face (perhaps as a type of defense mechanism), but they may not realize that others can't tell what they are feeling. While they may actually be very sensitive, they could come across as cold and uninvolved.
Social insight and empathy (you scored 79)
You had a low score on Social Insight and Empathy. People with such a profile typically have difficulty recognizing the emotions of others and thus cannot respond adequately. They have difficulties understanding the underlying motives behind people's actions, which may hinder their social interactions - they respond to the face value of behavior and are likely to misread and react to the "wrong" interpretation of the situation. They find it difficult to put themselves into someone else's shoes and see the situation from another person's perspective. This tendency can make them a bit narrow-minded and set in their ways. When other people behave in a way that is very different from their own, they just don't get it. These people should not be assigned to function as negotiators without extensive training. They are not generally empathetic or "in tune" with how others are feeling, lack social insight and may have some trouble making meaningful human connections. For individuals of this nature, it can seem that other people's reactions come out of the blue - they cannot anticipate what's coming and are therefore forced to react on the spot.
Summary of your results
The following is a condensed list of your results on the test, summarizing your Strengths (elements you had a high score on), Potential strengths (elements you had a mid-range score on), and Limitations (elements you had a low score on).
Potential strengths
*These are the aspects of the test that you had a medium score on. With some work, they could become strengths.
* Medium level of intrinsic motivation and goal-orientation.
Limitations
*These are the aspects of the test that you had a low score on. You could improve them by gaining the necessary knowledge and putting in some effort.
* Overall low emotional intelligence.
* Behavior not generally emotionally intelligent.
* Restricted understanding of which behavior is most emotionally intelligent.
* Lack of insight into own emotions and low emotional control.
* Difficulty expressing emotions and dealing with emotions of others.
* Low recognition of other's emotions and motivation behind behavior; low empathy.
Friday, January 06, 2006
offfffff to schoool
here i goooooooo
byeeeeebyeeeeee
Thursday, January 05, 2006
was testing my camera juz now.
1st pic in my cam
=)
i am playing wif my cam.
omg. it's ming
juz finish doing the lab report. den tmr need to present. PBL yesterday was alright. complete it within 2 hrs plus while actually we hav got 2 wks to do it. den after tat, we went to do the flag day which is rather bored. den head off to suntec to see my camera and finally brought it at bugis yesterday. yeahhhh. finally got my cam after so long. den today tot that we could get back PIPC paper but nv. sobbb. wanted to know whether i pass anot. after that accompany jt and weiming. reached home at 6. so here am i. tmr got tutorial, now den remember. arghhhhhhhhhh.
Monday, January 02, 2006
hmm. shall blog before i go to bathe.
juz reached home from jurong pt. actually wanna took the express bus to boon lay but 518 doesnt reach there. so we ended up in orchard and decided to take train there. but when we reach there it's already ard 4 plus. we decided to buy a drink from sweettalk coz both of us were thirsty. so we brought honeydew sago. and den we went to breadtalk and brought some bread. and we walked n walked n walked n i feel like eating ice cream. so we set our eyes at anderson n saw the strawberry fondue. it looks super delicious so we ate tat with strawberry and cream and wildberries lite ice cream. taste like heaven =) den we continue walking and we feel thirsty again. so we went down to sweettalk again and buy ice red bean something. cannot remember. and we went back to walk again and finally settle our dinner in the food court. after dinner, we are thirsty again but we decided tat no more sweettalk so we buy fruit juice instead. LOLX. we decided to take bus 30 home this time round. and my mom called me tat my father will be giving me money to buy digital cam coz he won abit of money. my mom was like call me to reach home earlier so i estimate the time n tot tat i can reach home before 10. nv did i know tat they reach home even earlier den me. but i open my drawer juz now and saw 500 dollars. yippee.. but bus 30 really took a very long time to reach bedok. hehe. was playing ds all the way.
so sorry huiz nv accompany u to ps. next time yeah.
as for yesterday. it's new yr. but he got some relative getting married. so i went to his hse in the afternoon after the morning ceremony is over. i played ds while he rest n read the bk. till ard evening i went off to tamp to meet serene. walked ard tamp and went home as she got some prob to handle. there's when i met the pervert. was talking bus 69 home from tamp. i was sitting at the last 2nd seat and there's a lot a lot of vacant seats ard me. infront behind beside. all empty. den it reach a stop when tat pervert board the bus and walk towards my seat and seat beside me. i got a shock. my impression abt him is tat he's a pervert, look somehow like a terrorist. he's tat frightening. was kidda scared. he sat quite close to me and his put his fist on top of his lap and was moving slowly towards me. i was observing every of his move, ensure tat he wont ever touch me. i kept moving in and was almost sticking to the window already. i was very scared. was msging him and he took me to change seats. den at this time, a few guys board the bus. and i was like keep giving eye signal tat the person beside me is a pervert. but i think one of the guy get it but he sat infront of me instead. so i finally couldnt stand it anymore and say excuse me. the pervert was acting aslp throughout the journey. den he moving his leg aside to allow me to pass. but i think he got my hint and he stand up to allow me to pass. so i change seat and seat infront of the guy tat nv save me. lolx. tat's all. i would nv allow tat pervert to touch me. so disgusting. lolx.
thanks all for reading =)
Sunday, January 01, 2006
an encounter with a pervert. -.-"""
yucks!!!!!
details shall reveal later
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!
whee. so happy now. countdown with him, qi and tv. juz reached home and awhile more it's time to coutdown. happpppie.................... it's a brand new year. let's breathe in... sniff the brand new air. breathe out. breathe in and out again. so cool. hehe. had my new yr eve spent happily. welcome 2006. treasure the days ahead. and my 7th resolution
7. think of qi every year yesterday. and everyday.
