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Wednesday, August 30, 2006

exam's over in 5 hrs time.

i wan to slpp more...

=))



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Thursday, August 24, 2006

slacking now.
osh is really a very stupid n boring module.

but anyway.

ganbatte
加油
화이팅
jiayou

to everyone who is preparing for the coming exam.

gooooood luck and all the besssst.

shall slack awhile more. hehes.



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Tuesday, August 22, 2006

wasted one day in sch for the synergy thing. i could have use the time for studying. well. at least im nt presenting which is a gd thing. as my voice is going for normal to bad. and nth shall happen to shaun n ruben. hehes. i need to drink more water. n i hope my mom remembered that she wanted to make honey water for me.

and osh. read thru some topics juz now. and as usual. i became restless after awhile. and my energy level starts to decrease with the time passed. with my hp batt going flat at the same time. i love to slack~

tmr. i'll spend my day studying. i must. no other choice. or else. i will be feeling very guilty. and worried. as osh deemed to be my lousiest subject this sem. yet sometimes. i feel tat studying for it is a waste of time. no choice. life's like this. u need the cert to find a better job. and u need a higher GPA to get into a university. i was thinking if i should start studying uo too? probably nt a very wise choice for me.

and in the evening. i will be burning the incense paper with my auntie and uncle again. i'll make sure my hair wont get burn again. hehes. my ah ma suggested that i should tie up my hair. hmm. maybe i shd stand away from my aunt. lolx.

i recalled how my feeling were ignored.
yet at the same time.
trying to take ppl's feeling into consideration.

but what matter most is the present. and the future.
who will be leaving footprints in the chapters of my life?

i wonder. am i really so optismistic?
or im just trying to convince myself.
but i know.
im moving to another level of my life.



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Monday, August 21, 2006

wheeee. 3 papers left.

icp was alright tooo.

happpy**



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Sunday, August 20, 2006

clapclaps... i just finishing reading 373 quotes abt happiness. i've no idea why am i reading tat but being happy is wat i always wan to be. n aso being able to brighten up ppl's day. but sad arh. sometimes i need ppl to brighten up my day. and indeed. my day got brightened up by stupid thing no one will ever guess it correctly.

and my bro gt a new laptop. watever. i gt the com to myself now. i dun ask for much. and my hse is running out of plain paper again. was printing my proj tat time and suddenly out of paper. lucky i kept some of it in my cupboard. tat was really lucky. or else. maybe i dun submit the report. and let's fail together. haahaha.

gt my father to help to put my notes into the file he brought back. so gd. all i do is to comment abt putting wat 1st. till den i realise the file is only enough for 3 subject. n i guess osh alone need one big file. y am i talking abt this. sound so crap.

and i really miss "it". shall nt mention abt it. seems so ridiculous. gt to grow up!!

at this moment. i tell myself to let go of everything. all sort of emotions and memories. and fill my life with unlimited happiness.

dun try to ruin my day. everything just sucks but im doing fine. my happiness.



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Saturday, August 19, 2006

slack for 2 days. i am starting to get worried and nervous for icp termtest on monday already. hmm. yet im still nt really in the mood of studying. studied very hard for et. till when i try to read the notes again. i felt so bored but i close the notes. im afraid that i forget wat i've studied. anyway i think that the paper was managable. nt very confident of getting a good grade. but definitely wont fail. =)) hehes.

one subject down. four to go. osh is my biggest worries now. 11 topics of occupational safety and hazard. it's hell lots of facts and it's incredibly boring and stupid. and yet the exam is next fri. all i can say is osh will affect my this sem gpa. =(

im running out of brain cells. but i will try to study hard. nv to let myself down. cant seems to be able to run away from stress.

화이팅

added it back.




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Thursday, August 17, 2006

im so early!!!!!

good morning =)



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Tuesday, August 15, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

YIZ


loves:: see ya soon!!! jiayou for ur exam too!!! <33



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Monday, August 14, 2006

u can be even more irritating.

it's none of ur concern how much i've study.

esp when my study pace is different from u.

and it's annoying when ppl keep asking u wat have u study. and then go into details like wat subject. wat module. it's like spying on how much i've studied and afraid that u might lose out. it wont help ok.

give me a break..

stresss-freeee

p.s: dun ask me something if u dun believe in wat i say. den wat's the pt of asking.

things have pirority but instead of having ppl placing u as their pirority. giv ur pirority to ppl tat's worth ur attention more. ppl tat deserve it. ppl that are truthful to u. giving doesnt need anything in return. giving is joy. <3



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and the truth is

ppl tend to forget what they promise. and ppl do change. and the promises disappear. like never before. i tend to realise this a long time ago. and it happens. so frequently.

hehe. i tried to study abit of et today. read thru the notes. at least i gt an idea wat it is. and my aunt actually make comments abt it. tat im acting to be hardworking. and it's surprising tat im studying. sigh. guess im studying too little. and muz work hard already!!! but always say but hard to be done. im so easily distracted. and restless. haha.

it's only true that im learning to be independent.



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Sunday, August 13, 2006

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY

TINE

loves: nu'er is late but better late den nv =)



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worst shopping ever

wake up at 7 am to study my fhy and went for the test which starts at 9.30. hmm. can pass lar.

after that. my cousin came over to fetch me to my cousin hse. den we meet up wif another cousin and three of us went orchard as early as 11 to shop for our clothes to be wear during one of their wedding. seriously. we walk from 11 to 7 non-stop only taking a break for lunch. and we nv buy a single thing. and only thing my cousin brought is food. n she's always craving for food despite being full. my legs ache like hell and im very tired. den we went to parkway by cab and walk ard again. but den to no avail. so we meet up wif my cousin's fiance and we ate mini steamboat for dinner. since it was still kidda early. he fetch us to some place i dunno to watch fireworks. yeahhhh.

so i ask my cousin again. do we have to meet up again and shop like this in search for our clothes? and she laughed. but the ans is yes. but seriously. it's been a long time i seen them and yeah. it's a fun day afterall. despite the dreadful outcome.

i need to study now. i wasted another day. lolx.



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Friday, August 11, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

TING!~!


i would hav gone to the fireworks if there's no fhy test tmr. nevertheless. studies is the 1st priority now. it's been a wk since i blog. hmm. icp presentation is over. and there's the report left. and i guess it's almost done? well. went to botanic garden wif my parent during national day. and the day before is my mom birthday. and meet min etc after that. seriously it was a tiring day. i cant deny that i slp and wake up the next day morning still feeling very tired. but still. i was kidda happy tat day. abit adnormal i think so. but forget it.


and im so so so tired today. i nearly fall aslp while trying to study and i think i did. for ard 15 mins. yesterday i fall aslp for 1 hr while studying fhy too. i wonder how i survive next wk. with osh quiz comprises of 8 topics and ET termtest. i have no idea how am i going to study. why am i getting so worried of my studies all of a sudden. it was nv like this last time. why as time goes by. im getting more and more ambitious. why am i getting affected when i see ppl getting so stress over quiz n test. i used to study on my own pace when i feel like studying. i dun feel like studying now. nt at all. im so tired. but i will. i must.


off to mug. JIAYOU.

make it all worthwhile.



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Friday, August 04, 2006

qi = blurness & ping = laughter

was talking to qi the other day and we realise that we heaven been meeting up for a very very long time. thou we are in the same AS sch. and qi presence means tat im nt the most blur person. lolx.

went to sch to do the icp presentation slides today. siann. just when we are abt to finish. teacher push the presentation backwards to friday. somehow. i juz want to get it done. =)) i think we are almost done. and to prepare for the coming quiz. termtest and exam. i must study hard. coz i still think tat im a good girl. haha. coz i believe that good girl will study hard. and hard work pays off. to score well and nt to compare.

the mosquito bites is affecting my slp.
and omg. im feeeeling giddy now.

to love or to be loved
true happiness only comes along with the right person.
or else. it's just fear.

<3



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Thursday, August 03, 2006

mosquito bites.

it's really getting from bad to worse. imagine getting ard 20 bites on one hand. it's like im having some skin infection. okies. im getting exaggerating. but then. one gd news is that UO proj is done. really. last min work is often most productive, efficient and of coz. fantastic. whatever lar. juz icp left.

and seriously. im itching lor. mosquito is currently under my hate-list. rank 2.



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Tuesday, August 01, 2006

innocent i am.

icp quiz was crazy as usual. i vomit all the facts tat i can recall. i added in irrelavant ans. for wat i dunno. but i did everything w/o thinking. i shd say im nt fully prepared enough. but nevertheless. shd be able to pass. hehes... bubble tea and home. the sun is scorching hot.

/beautiful
/nothing more

why i always forget? lolx



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independent yet yearn to be depend on.

yet afraid to do so.

bring me to wonderland. lalalalalala...



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