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Monday, December 31, 2007

me and hua bday cake from queen =)

perhaps money is still very important.
coz without money, u cant enjoy life.
but it has certainly caused disappointment.

没有期望 就不会失望

maybe special days arent special anymore.



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Sunday, December 30, 2007

I’m all well and recovered and now Ping's a happy girl again.

It is really quite a busy holiday preparing for presentation, falling sick and then celebrating Christmas. Many plans had been cancelled because of me being sick or others being sick. Sorry huiz, haven’t meet u yet.

Since Christmas Eve, I’ve been watching drama in the afternoon and going out in the evening and then drama again till late at night. It’s really exhausting but I just can’t stop watching. Yes. Dark eye rings and puffy eyes for me now =(

Aren’t looking to school reopen at all. Graduating soon and Ping's very troubled over what should she do after she graduate. School starts means projects, quizzes and exam very soon. I totally hate it. Last term was bad because I kept falling sick. This coming term, please give me the motivation to do my best although I’m such a failure for MT.

31st December will be a day at home I guess. Indeed, I’ve gain quite a lot this year. My greatest gift this year is you, someone who never give up on me. I'm slightly exposed to the cruel reality and it's time i grow up. Hopefully, next year would be a better year.

Good bye. I promise I'll be a better girl next year.




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Sunday, December 23, 2007

finally i had my well-deserved meal just now.

well, past 3 days had been bad for me.

wed nite - caught a cold, fever.
thurs - fever, numb hand.
fri - vomiting.

i didnt really eat anything on thurs as i kind of lost my appetite and nice food just taste awful to me. i ate some bread on thurs nite so that i can eat my antibiotics after visitng the doctor but didnt expect to vomit all out. drank some water and vomit it out too. so the whole of fri, i did not consume any food nor water (just one piece of biscuit so that at least i got some energy to step out of my hse) because i just hate the feeling of nausea and the aftermath of vomiting. went to see the doctor again and got my medicine for vomiting and gastric pain.

hopefully, tonight is no longer another sleepless night. last night, after eating the medicine, hunger striked me and i couldnt stop feeling hungry. ate a slice of bread before i sleep but still feel hungry. wake up at 8 am in the morning to eat breakfast today. den i went to slp again =)

anyway. no use reading this post coz it's all about me being sick and nth else.

.i miss you.




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Friday, December 21, 2007

everything i eat will be vomited out. even water.

feeling miserable.

sucks.



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was sick yet again.

this time round, there's no flu nor sore throat.

got fever as i caught a cold and kidda affect my nerves causing my hand to be numb.
kind of sucks coz it's really uncomfortable.

there's a few moment my body temp is abit too high i tot im going to die.
just kidding. hehe.

anyway. cant i just enjoy my holiday in peace.
why am i always sick during the start of holiday.

well, on a happier note. im able to solve the last layer of rubik's cube on my own.
wheeeee. am i smart =)))

now that my hand's still numb, better keep my hand off the cube.



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Wednesday, December 19, 2007

wheeeee. PT presentation is over and i shall say, it's pretty relaxing now that i've nth much to do this holiday. oh, i forget abt csas again. well, just let me slack for this week. after PT presentation, we had lunch and went back home. bf is tired and he got to work later. but rubik's cube is with me and i fell asleep while playing it.

yesterday, went school and edit the slides with man. watched mr magorium's emporium with bf after that. was okok only. not what i expected.

back to slacking <333333



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Tuesday, December 18, 2007

holiday had just started but it's like gonna end sooner or later.

there's a particular part of me trying to be understanding while another part of me trying to reveal how i really feel about everything that's happening to me. but apparently, even so, i think my messages are not well understood. and probably. im nt using the correct approach. i wish u understand wat i really mean and that i need actions, not just words.

i treasure u like i always do.

anyway. still love silly as usual so i feel that communication is very important. at least it's very important to me.
happy 10th months loves. we'll make it through all nonsense together.

gonna find stuffs to do to keep myself occupied.

one of my favourite songs =)

梁静茹 - 会呼吸的痛

在东京铁塔 第一次眺望
看灯火模仿 坠落的星光
我终於到达 但却更悲伤
一个人完成 我们的梦想
你总说 时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天 就有以后
想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛 连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

没看你脸上 张扬过哀伤
那是种多么 寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙 让我去流浪
在原地等我 把自己捆绑
你没说 你也会软弱
需要依赖我
我就装不晓得
自由移动 自我地过
想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛 连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛
我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着 你在就好了
我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰 你回来那就好了
能重来那就好了



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Sunday, December 16, 2007

termtest is finally over!!! i gonna hate taking back my papers as im gonna score so badly. how i wish there's engineering maths 3, 4, 5, 6 so that i no need to study so hard and still get shitty results.

bf n i had already fix the rubic cube after PT paper that day. he's too eager to fix the cube and couldnt wait till after CRE paper on friday. anyway, that day i was pretty tired and still, i forced myself to study cre that nite. cre is my least worried subject so i pretty slack quite alot. well, so i went home, brought the materials down but forgot about the instruction manual. smart bf managed to figure it out. =)

some of the materials
initially, we tot the heart of the rubik's cube is like this

but realise it's worong =) this is the correct one.
i pasted all the stickers =)

and yes. 12 am that nite on my birthday, bf dropped by my hse and placed a cake outside my door. a pleasant surprise for me and thanks everyone who remember. not really anticipating my birthday thou since im getting older and i've gt to study for 2 subjects on that day.

my auntie wanted to cook noodle and curry for me on my birthday so i went home for dinner after studying with the usuals in the afternoon. anyway, aldric saw an accident so we buy 4d on the carplate no. of the car and cab since my bday is on wednesday. however, we nv strike -.-""

yesterday, went out wif bf. apparently, wanted to watch Mr Magorium's Emporium but there's not much timeslot in cathay. bf wanted to watch warlords so we bought the 12.45 am tickets. tickets is selling out so fast. -.-""

anyway, sort of to celebrate my birthday, we went to eat steamboat buffet at chong qing hotpot at suntec. it's kidda ex thou but definitely worth the money. love it! bf dont really eat prawn but he peeled all my prawn for me. and i ate lots of mushroom. sa-tis-fied hehe.

ai xin prawn dearest peel for me.

this is the flying fishball. fishball with happy wings. =)

christmas deco outside PS


sillllly and me



and and. still gt PT presentation and report to do. then it'll mark the end of PT



2 weeks hols =)




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Thursday, December 13, 2007

ping's currently tired and hungry and this is a bad combination.

coz just walking to the living room, i feel like i've got no strength.

last paper tmr and im gonna enjoy my weekend.

movie to be watched: Mr Magorium's Emporium, Alvin And The Chipmunks, The Warlords

want those adorable holiday hatching eggs in facebook.

a random post before i slp.



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Wednesday, December 12, 2007

happy birthday to my lao po!!!!!



muackssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!



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Happppppppy 19th Birrrrrrrthday to ping =)

she'll be celebrating her birthday by studying hard, preparing for the tests on thursday.
and that birthday would just be another normal day but she will secretly make her wishes hoping they come true. she asks for nothing much but just a simple life with achievement in studies, r/s and friendship.



and the awaited picture that i want to post.
my little baby cousin that's 1 mth plus old.
my aunt say i look like this when i was little.
baby's always adorable =)

hate my stupid brother.
there's some internet connectivity problem and he's like shouting from the living room to my room as if it's my fault.
he must be thankful to me for tying his tie everytime he needs it ok.



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Tuesday, December 11, 2007

csas test is over and i've gt two days to mug before mt and pt test on thurs.

how i hope i can get into the study mood right now and start studying and studying like nobody business. anyway, nth much to blog about. my life is simple as usual. and if u know, im so not looking forward to tmr pls.

sometimes. i just cant stop pondering.
i sincerely hope that everything was over =)



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Sunday, December 09, 2007

my diy rubik's cube (for bf), skirt and something else are arriving SOON.

should be studying since termtest is like tmr but 1 min of csas gets me sleepy totally and thus, ping doing some online shopping again. as usual =)

yi says looking at clothes like can forget about all worries.
i think it's just temporary effect due to excitement.

my worries always there. and i want to make my wishes so soon. may my wishes come true this time round.

im pondering if i should buy light pink, dark pink, white or navy blue dress.

cant decide.
ping's indecisive again.



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saturday is as usual, the day i look forward to most.

yet today is sunday and tmr's the start of termtest.
going to study very soon.
blog again.



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Thursday, December 06, 2007

today, i had the most delicious dinner.
thanks so much for delivering the dinner over.
i finish the whole packet even though i plan to skip dinner today.

csas. mt. pt. cre.
im so gonna enjoy taking termtest.

someone just bring me faraway where happily ever after exist.



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no sch today and bf asked me out yesterday to watch the golden compass. the movie i've been anticipating. despite sleeping for only 4 hours the previous nite, i still enjoy the night spent together.

gonna go prepare to go out to study already.
ping's a hardworking girl.
hehe.

Once Upon A Broken Heart

Once upon a broken heart
I was walking alone in the dark
Looking for a way to start again
What I wouldn't give for a friend
There was no love in my life
There was no light in my eyes
All the tears that I had cried and cried
Seemed like they'd never end

And I never believed fairytales came true
But now I know that they really do
Now that I found you, now that I'm here with you
Just look at the sunshine, and you
Showed me a world
That I'd never seen
I woke up and fell into this dream
Happily ever after just took time
Once upon this broken heart of mine

Long ago and far away
I could never dream of the day
That your love would come my way and stay
And sweep me away and I

Never believed fairytales came true
But now I know that they really do
Now that I found you, now that I'm here with you
Just look at the sunshine, and you
Showed me a world
That I'd never seen
I woke up and fell into this dream
Happily ever after just took time
Once upon this broken heart of mine

this is the way a fairytale feels
This is the way I know it's real
'Cause this is the way a broken heart heals

And I never believed fairytales came true
But now I know that they really do
Now that I found you, now that I'm here with you
Just look at the sunshine, and you
Showed me a world
That I'd never seen
I woke up and fell into this dream
Happily ever after just took time
Once upon this broken heart of mine



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Sunday, December 02, 2007

put my mask and i still feel my face stiff and dry.
sadsad.

packed and cleared my wardrobe and it's more spacious now.
i need more money for new clothes.
savings depleting and in need of clothes.

revision not done. im so gonna did badly for termtest.
so sad.




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termtest week approaching. and im very sad abt it coz im nt fully prepared.

a lot of things to do still.

sighhh.
i cant do the post-lab for mt and im very upset.
feel stupid.

i wanna trim my hair. =))



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