you had me at hello
Wednesday, October 31, 2007

i couldnt slide down my phone now coz if i do so, my screen will black out. and i panicked and made a lot of noise till my friends couldnt stand it but to help me check out my phone. still it doesnt help. my phone hate me too.

i love u so much, pls survive. i cant imagine nt sliding my phone down for the rest of the days. i need u to wake me up.

im quite tired today. hopefully i can slp well tonight.

got my peppermint milk tea =)



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Tuesday, October 30, 2007

today was boring. hope tmr will be better.

thinking if i shd skip my dinner too.
better not?
cant eat med if i skip.

need a hug.



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=(



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Monday, October 29, 2007

this week, ping wanna be more understanding. =)

because she want to learn how to trust a person wholeheartedly.

upon receiving ur msg in the middle of the nite, i read it twice, and fell deeply asleep rightaway.
“如果下一刻是世界末日,我只想再靠在你耳边,说多一声我爱你”




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范玮琪-你是答案

如果世界忘了旋转
谁用春光让冬夜温暖
如果星星不那么灿烂
谁还会向它许愿期待她陪伴

如果今天泪光闪闪
谁让明天值得我乐观
如果怕风少了安全感
谁把我放在宇宙中心宠爱

你是我的答案
最确定的答案
像走在一条花开的路
不会错过美满
缘分转几个弯
证明我们不会走散
学会用眼神牵手那才浪漫

你是我的答案
不变的答案
有了自己的天使
做什么都显得勇敢
顺着梦的沿岸
只有收获没有遗憾
被握着手心
看的未来永远蔚蓝


i wish i could stop coughing for now and get back to slp. but the cough syrup doesnt makes me drowsy today.

经过了那么多,而你还在我身边,谢谢。
生病有你的关怀就够了。
这对我好重要。
因为家里的人都好像不在乎。



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Friday, October 26, 2007

drank 10 ml of cough syrup finally.
and may the drowsy nite brings me sweet dreams. =)

good night to whoever might drop by <333

ping wanna be a healthy girl and everyone loves her



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relieved!

MP is finally over. report, logbook, poster, EVERYTHING.
this wk is nt a very fantastic week.
truthfully, my poster is a disaster.
stress is the result of not putting in effort.
hate it being sick n emotional.
ping hate coughing.
everything is over and done with.
not asking for more, just hoping for my gpa to stay the same.
or maybe,
it doesnt make a difference anymore.

my masks had arrived.
=)))
ping smells love.



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Thursday, October 25, 2007

being voiceless for a few days wasnt great. the moment i wanted to talk, i was told to keep quiet to prevent my throat from worsening. i've been drinking tons and tons of water recently and will soon accumulate up to the amount of water i drank a mth. just when my voice gets better, my cough starts to kick in. and yeah im still coughing and drinking lots of water at the same time and hoping tmr presentation does not get screw up.

i think i shd read up on my report before i go slp today. but my eyes are closing anytime esp if im going to lie on bed now =)

and yes, ping's a happier girl now.

this is just the first week of sch and that im feeling tired n sick of it all due to mp i guess so.
ping wish that next wk would be a better wk and that she could be more understanding and hardworking.

love



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Monday, October 22, 2007

i guess i wasnt blessed afterall.

hope.
thanks.



hello at 7:57 PM
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bad day.

shouldnt do what i did.







我还是很爱你
一辈子都爱你



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yesterday tine asked me why i removed my tagboard. At that point of time, i guess i do not know why i removed it and i told her that not much ppl had been commenting and also, im kidda lazy to reply too. But today, when im feeling awful, i finally know the reason why. It's because when i blogged abt stuffs that are sensitive or emo, i don't wish to see ppl asking me abt it or even commenting it. Maybe most of the ppl will just drop by my blog, read and stay annoynomous, or maybe not much ppl is reading it, but somehow, i rather let this be an outlet for me to rant only.

What makes an awful day?
feel sick.
need to edit report.
feel neglected.
feel that tmr's a bad day.
no pink pen for my notes.
no pencil.
no ruler.
no eraser.
no highlighter.
too many facebook request.
my garden in facebook is too pack.

u didnt seems to know at all.
wat's been happening when u're nt around.

anyway. left with appendix to numbered only! i dun wish to care abt editing le. although u said u'll help me but i guess u forgotten as usual.

sigh. throat irritation =(



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Sunday, October 21, 2007

im supposed to finish up my reference now but that's this sickly feeling that i couldnt stand it. i couldnt concentrate but gladly, i did my list of illustration just now.

just swallowed a panadol and should be feeling alright soon.

faster wake up!!!



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Saturday, October 20, 2007

ping left with reference for her mp report but she was lazy.

waiting for u to finish ur logbook <333



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Friday, October 19, 2007

headache and mosquito bites.

i think i'll just add in the reference for my report and tat's it.
lucky i still have 2 pages for my reference =)



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Thursday, October 18, 2007

it's been 4 days since i last met u and the last meet up is only around 2 hours. i've been missing u every single day. wish u wasnt so tired everyday. at least i can talk to u for awhile. but nvm, today's the last day of your work and ping gonna bless with love again.

and great, im in the same class as most of my friends including u. im nt sure if u are happy with it.

worries filled me everytime.
will those promises stay.
paranoid.
- silent tears

removed tagboard*



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Saturday, October 13, 2007

i guess it's around 20 to 30% to my completion of my MP report.

=)))))))

staying at home really helps as i've got nth much to do and starting on a new set of drama doesnt really fancy me coz my auntie brought me those drama that i've nv heard before. watch secret again just now.

and i've gt a secret too. bet u didnt know but i think i gonna tell u.



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Friday, October 12, 2007

jia you for my report before i start my movie spree at home tonight.

a very bad but rather realistic motivation here.

better buck up on ur report if not, it's either u cant finish ur report on time or u hand in a piece of craps.

okies. rather crude but enough to wake ppl up i guess.



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Thursday, October 11, 2007

我的心被打扰了



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Wednesday, October 10, 2007

counting down to school starts: 12 days.

12 days more for me to do my MP report. right now, i've finish mostof my literature review, method n material, results. Hopefully i can finish the rest by this week so that next whole week would be fully for editing and finish up my logbook. =)

not forgetting dramas.

not sure if im looking forward to sch anot.

haiz.



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歌手:f.i.r. 专辑:爱·歌姬

沁:我喜欢你的眼神温柔又危险
请不要戴上眼镜我会看不见
想要张开双手把你宝贝
想和你天天见面想带你环游世界

飞:我喜欢你爱逞强苯苯的笑脸
在心中抬头挺胸坚定的信念
这个辽阔世界不够完美
但有了你在我身边什么都很ok

副歌(合唱):
第一个心愿为你把幸福堆积
天涯到海角头发到呼吸
第二个心愿给你最好的自己
再许个心愿我的爱把你占领哦~~~

沁:为什么为了小事就要掉眼泪
好象有太多的事只能自己背
其实只要你说一句ok
现在就立刻马上变成你的superman

飞:这世上最重要的不止是誓言
只要你常常记得亲亲我的脸
我会永远记得这个今天
还有很久的那一天我也要有你陪

下一个心愿给你最好的自己



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Wednesday, October 03, 2007

yesterday, i asked my silly boy whether his love for me is true love after he read my previous post. any normal bf would of course replied yes. so me, being abit silly too, asked him whether my love for him is it true love too.

i know, true love could only be felt in within our heart. but many times, upon hearing such reply, besides being happier den usual, my assurance in this r/s aso boosted. although this kind of euphoria doesn't last, coz thinking too much is always what my brain like to do, but yeah, it kind of help sometimes when i comfort myself that bad things wont happen.

current addiction: facebook (fluff) friends. =)

nth else matter when we are together because i have got u with me and that's good enough



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Monday, October 01, 2007

True love

In most cases we think: this is true love, when in fact it's not. But than if this ain't love than what it is? There are plenty of things that we confuse with love.

It could be just the basic instinct. The feelings can be passionate and crazy, but in fact both people may want only sex. And after it all the misunderstanding starts, and once infatuated lovers will find out that they have nothing in common and sometimes they don't even know what to talk with each other.

Another variant is when people lack support, care and attention to their person or they just scared to stay single. Being with someone can be a habit when one simply got used to the other. It can either be a sick addiction or some self-interest. People call all these types of relationship love just by mistake or trying to conceal the true nature of it.

But than what does real love look and feel like? Maybe it's when two people seem to know each other for ages and even in their previous lives. They can go on talking and talking and conversation never lacks topics and never gets dull. Or people don't have to say anything because they understand each other without words. And those moments, minutes and even hours of silence are never uncomfortable. True love is when partners complete one another, when they're together it's peaceful, the whole other world with it's sufferings and problems doesn't exist and nothing even matters.

True love means understanding. One trusts another more than him/herself and feels ready to satisfy every little need of a partner. Two people don't stop for a second looking into each other eyes.

apparently, got that from anan's blog. find it meaningful.

updates till later =)




hello at 11:44 PM
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happy birthday melissa =))



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