Sunday, March 26, 2006
see the doc for the last time before i go off.
i've got a slight fever. i think would be ok after i eat the medicine later.
got even more medicine now.
and nobody cares.
sob.
Saturday, March 25, 2006
DA CHANG JING.
we watched 8 discs today. so nice. but only get to watch again after im back. cant wait. lolx. n wat to blog. eh. i dun like to pack my luggage. so many things to prepare. n i need to bring medicine. cough syrup. flu capsule. fever tablet. medical oil. panadol. so troublesome. den still need formal wear blablabla. hahaha. nvm lar. everyone aso need to bring. not only me. haha. n im gonna listen to story. how great can it be. keke.
Friday, March 24, 2006
i'll try to end my every day a happy one.
n to reflect of the wrong things done n said.
n to learn from my lessons n hope tat the next time
i wont do it again.
i'll try n even if i fail
i wont give up.
i drank 15 ml of my ah ma cough syrup.
i hope i'll feel better.
n my hse feel so eeriee today.
keke.
maybe becoz my bro is nt at home
thus nobody is slping in the living rm today.
it's time for bed.
it's time to slp.
it's time for me to stop coughing.
<3
Thursday, March 23, 2006
awww. min n me are feeeeeling happpppy now.
oh so happppy.
*jumps ard*
keke.
anyway. got a B for my journal and a C for my grp assignment.
argh. nvm lar.
muz be contented.
and so much for being happy.
here's some pics
and dunno yi is happy anot. but hope she is.
it's a very big dog if u cant see. lolx.
and yes.
disney on ice. i miss it!!!!!!!!! 14/3/06 =)
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
qi said, "why scared of a weed"
kekeke. QI!!! im not scared of weeeeeeed. lolx.
n qi's heart got ME.
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
ping's heart aso got qi.
hehe. im going to shanghai this sun. heaven pack my luggage. heaven take jab. not gonna take thou. n im still coughing late at nite. n argh. i feel rather bored staying at home so many days. yet i survived thru my days. -.-""" i dun wan to stay at home. eeeeeee.
Perchè smussi vedete appena che sempre siete con lei che siete uccisione me
dun ask me for the meaning and it's not french.
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
ping. everything will be over soon. really.
Monday, March 20, 2006
This quote, "we have flown the air like birds and swim the sea like fishes but yet to learn the simple act of waking the earth together as brothers" leaves a very deep impression in my mind. We might have mobile phones, internet etc to communicate with people from miles away, we also have aeroplanes, ships etc to travel around the world within a shorter period of time, but is it really bringing the people from all over the world closer? In my opinion, I do not think so. With modern technology nowadays, I feel that many people are taking advantage of such facilities to impose threats on other people. For example, in the 911 terrorist attack, aeroplane was being used as a tool to attack the twins tower. People is no longer grateful that they have the privilege to use such advanced technology not knowing that in some parts of the world, many people are still suffering. Personally, I think that we should not waste time and resources fighting against each other, but should work hand in hand to make the world a better place to live in. I am sure peace and harmony is what everyone longed for but if in this part of the world, a minority is still selfishly thinking for only themselves and refuse to work as a whole with other countries, in time to come, even after many generations, we can never obtain peace and harmony. 'Fighting for peace' itself is contradictory and can never be possible. I can see how the interconnectedness among everyone and that how an individual's decisions can affect the whole world and so, I think that all individuals should be a responsible citizen of the world.
"Since wars begin in the minds of men, so peace also begins in our minds.
The same species that invented war is capable of inventing peace. The responsibility lies within each of us." I think that this quote can relate to anyone, any races, and any religions of different age groups. It just means that if men can start a war, they can also preserve peace and harmony. It is the thinking, the mindset of people that thinks that war is the only way to solve a problem. Actually, we are responsible for all the decisions made. It affected me as an individual as I realise it is my choice to decide on anything. For example, when things are not going my way, I tend to be unhappy but by being unhappy, would it solve the problem? I have learnt that having a positive mindset is very important as we would have to bear the consequences for all the choices we make. As the saying goes, ‘life is made up of choices', and in times of adversity, we have to make the right choice to bring us back onto the smoother path of life, and in good times, we should refrain from making the wrong choice which would have brought us to a tougher path. I think it applies even to our personal lives. The mindset that we have will help us make our decisions. In reality, not everything can be classified under only areas of black and white; the grey area is one of risks and doubt. Depending on different mindsets, we will have different definitions of what is right and what is wrong but perhaps from another point of view, our thinking would change. I think we should have our own stand if we believe that we are right, however, we should also undertake different perceptions and look at matters from a different angle and we might have a better understanding of other humanity. We would have a broader mind and wider perspective which would be beneficial to all human races because we will stop thinking that we are always right, we will learn more and criticise less.
Also, I realized that although globalization benefits us in many ways, I feel that it affected the way we look at our own cultures and other cultures. As I noticed in Singapore, Chinese no longer wear cheongsam, most singaporeans are inflenced by the western culture and clothing no longer tells the social status anybody. A person who is very rich can wear t-shirt and short and the not so rich one can wear branded clothes. Many of the culture are no longer preserved and I feel that it is a pity because the next generation would have no idea what their culture is and how they originated from it. I think that we should be proud of our culture and not feel that it is a waste of time. In order to be a good global citizen, we must also be sensitive to other people culture. In order to do so, I believed that it is more important to respect the culture of different races in Singapore. After the lecture, I realized that the cultures of different countries are unique in their own ways. Being a global citizen, although we are of different races or religion, we are born in this world breathing in the same air as everyone so I feel that respecting other people is like respecting yourself, as a human being. Although I think that sometimes, ones culture may not seems appropriate to the other, but I feel that we should not stereotype them as there is their culture and we should not judge them by their culture.
On the last lecture, Ms Marie Chan said that one drop of water can cause a ripple, and a large quantity of water can actually cause tidal wave. I feel that one drop of water may not cause anything but a continuous supply of flowing water can actually smoothen rocks and reshape a mountain. This is the strength of supplement just like how a wind can blow off a big tree yet they can't blow away patches of grasses by using the concepts of supplement, the weak can overcome the strong, the impossible can actually be made possible. Taking ourselves as example, by having everyone to contribute just a little, we can contribute a lot to the world. So if everyone can save 1 litre of water, one hundred people can thus save one hundred litres of water Even though what we are just students, we can make a difference in helping to make this world a better place to live in, a more environmental-friendly place to live in. Therefore I think that we can help to save mother earth by saving water which I strongly agree about it because I wasted a lot a lot of water by spending about half an hour bathing each time. If I can cut down the time for bathing, I can save a lot of water. We can also do more by recycling papers. It is that little thing that we do that makes a difference in the society. It just takes everyone to have the mentality that if I can make a difference and not that I cannot make a difference if everyone is not doing so. I think that by taking the initiative, u could actually influence the people around u, and it's where we people, as global citizen stands. We are interconnected and what we do will affect other people and the things around us.
thx min. juz feel like updating blog lolx.
keke. nice sunday evening.
finally went out of my hse after 2 days. n i realise im still coughing. should hav take my medicine regularly. but i dun wan to be drowsy. dinner n went his hse and watch march of the penguin. oh so cute. their determination and perseverance. we got to learn from them. haha. upset. =)
Sunday, March 19, 2006
upset.
crap.
sob.
it's nt the 1st time im like this. can dun let it happen again? can u tell me wat to do so that next time u go back again. i'll be alright.
Saturday, March 18, 2006
sick. im feeling awful. waking up so early in the morning feeling still sick. my whole body ached since thursday nite. now my body no longer ache but i feel so weak now. no strength. feel like dying. dun wanna wake up so early so that time can pass by faster today. i tried to go back and slp since 7 plus till 8 when my uncle suddenly sit beside me on my bed and ask me if im home tonite. i got a shocked. i dun even know whether im slping anot. decided to giv up and come online. yesterday i felt miserable. all the bad things just ran thru my mind every sec. i dun feel like eating medicine so that i wont recover today. so that i can continue to slp like yesterday. lesser time to think. but i ate medicine so that i will feel better. both physically and emotionally. keke. i think i need to grab some breakfast to lessen the pain that im feeling now. but no appetite leh.
tell me that i am alright.
tell me that i am only faking to be sick.
stay with me.
but u cant.
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
handed in pre-trip journal. now left group assignment. sob.
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
keke. watched 2 movie today. nanny mcphee and rumour has it. nicenice. long time nv watch movie already. and thinking tat wed muz hand in journal n fri muz hand in grp assignment already. i heaven even started on my grp assignment. journal half way there. i guess i'll do some last min work. holiday mood. no choice. shall slp after i update my blog. i think tat holiday is really for us to relax. to hav fun. i've got like nth much to worry abt. except gc which i nv really care much. n thinking back on last semester holiday, it was really fun. and within this 5 mths, i really cherish the time we spent together. ups and downs. u're always there to cheer me up. and always there to tolerate my nonsense. thxthx. let's keep our promise yeah.
FIVE. mths. FOUR. fingers.
Saturday, March 11, 2006
SO ER XIN!!
right min? only two of us know haha
i think that we all girls should cry lesser. it can actually help us be more environmental-friendly. cry lesser means reducing the lost of water from your body to the environment so we can actually drink lesser water and thus saving water. also, we can save money on tissue paper so there will be less production of tissue papers and lesser trees would be cut down. wow. see how we can make a difference even though we are girls. lolx.
Thursday, March 09, 2006
im tired.
2 more days.
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
i think today is one of the better day of this wk. becoz we only need to reach sch by 10am. got to know more abt our shanghai trip. queue very long to pay for the trip. it's like we are paying them yet we are waiting for them to take money from us. lolx. den we rush off to the int carpark where the couch was waiting for us. yeah. we went out of school to visit the museum. got to know quite a lot of things there. only after teacher debrief. coz i was thinking how can we connect those thing we saw in the museum to wat we learn in global citizenship. yup. so he left us who some questions to think abt and allow us to hav some idea on how to reflect on while writing our journal. after tat. we see teacher a grp discussion and walked to esplanade wif jt. was crazily taking pictures of the bridge. which i claimed that it is nice. lolx. n take pics of the lamppost w/o the post. n forget to say. of the maybank building. the sky. dunno lar. juz anyhow take pictures. hahaha. den we walked to esplanade den marina square den suntec. we went to the arcade. n min. I PLAYED MARIO KART. n i got the card!!!! LOLX. i dunno tat if i choose the character. it will be tat forever. so im stuck wif the dragon now. but dragon is cute. lolx. after tat we went to hav dinner at country manna. nicenice. i like the soup becoz there's a lot of mushroom in it. n the service was gd. lolx. n had the honeydew yogurt ice cream. was very very very fullll. den we walked ard and head home. since we had a very tiring n busy day and he was having a headache. get well soon =)
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
haha. yesterday the 1st day of GC lecture and tutorial. almost no friends made except for my group members which i have to ( no choice ) talk to them and discuss abt our chosen topic etc. lolx. it's funny. funny how everything im in a new environment ( new sch, new class, new job etc), i can become so not sociable. i hardly talk, juz smile occasionally to show that nah. im not unfriendly. if u hav ask me if i would like to make more friends, i would say no. becoz i dun dare to talk initiative to talk to ppl i dunno. or talk initiative to talk to ppl i know but still not friends yet. i would rather stick to my small grp of friends n hope that they wont leave me alone. wahaha. but life is like this. nth goes ur way. so i juz hope that today i'll make some friends. the girls in my class are already 'bonded' together? after class, they were chit-chatting outside the lift and poor me waiting for jt, but dun dare to approve them n chat. n they might be thinking tat im not very friendly and nv talk to me. hmm. it's juz the 1st day. more to go. im sure everything will be smooth. lolx.
Monday, March 06, 2006
here to update my blog before it turn rusty.
im going for GC lecture n tutorial soon.
hope that i've got my ideal project grp members. wahaha.
hmm??
dunno wat to blog.
coz hav been feeling rather happy past 2 days.
too happy that i cant slp. i think so.. lolx.
n i got my journal for GC.
the cute forever friends bear one.
the name doesnt amount to anything.
hehe.
i bet im going off soon.
guess it's the 1st time i reaching sch early.
8.45 am !!!
hope im not late.
wahahhaa.
gtg.
thanks.
Friday, March 03, 2006
sigh~
i guess im easily bored.
difficult to satisfied.
nvm i guess.
even if i mind there's nth i can do.
wahaha.
waste my time here updating blog.
so i guess this is the mosquito season.
i got bite all over my hand.
my another aunt juz said that im lucky.
lucky that i nv got dengue fever.
den they start saying my softtoys attracted all the mosquito .
they're to protect me lor.
lolx.
down
by: lin jun jie
I can't believe it
tell me I'm dreaming
that we are still we
it was amazing
said you were lucky
that you found me
it was on a rainy day that we met
you didn't have a place to go
as we just met so let's go slow
but no you just told me to keep you from the cold
sorry I can't take it
why did you fake it
why did we kiss
and I'm just down
you left me with a note without a sound
I've figured I must stop being such a child
you'll never know how much I've been around
how my heart just frowns of your down
I'll be your teddy bear I'll be your cloud
I'll take you round and round and
if you don't mind I could be your standing ground
even if that means I drown
as we just met so lets go slow
but no you just told me to keep you from the cold
sorry I can't take it
why did u fake it
why did we kiss
and I'm just downyou left me with a note without a sound
I've figured I must stop being such a child
you'll never know how much I've been around
how my heart just frowns of your down
I'll be your teddy bear I'll be your cloud
I'll take you round and round and
if you don't mind I could be your standing ground
even if that means I drown
and baby that would be my one last vow
nice song. i've been repeating it since juz now. staying at home isnt tat bad if i can keep myself occupied. keep myself away from negative thoughts. drown myself wif music and play maple wif misssie. nicenice. once in a while. it's ok. but if im gonna stay at home like this everyday. i think i'll die. hahaha. i cant wait for next next wk to come. excited. seriously. i dunno how long i need to update this entry. coz i've been thinking n staring of wat to update. coz ppl complain tat my entry's way too short. but wat's more impt is the msg that i wanna send is being recieved. my aunt juz nagged at me that im not taking any nutritious food. stuffs like milk, fruits, bread etc. and said that im gonna fall sick sooner or later if i carrying on like this. -.-""" i think im alright? heaven been falling sick for a very long time so if i fall sick, i dun think it's becoz of tat. lolx. afterall. it's a miracle i nv fall sick for so long. forget to tell her i drink ribena. she might juz end up naggin again. LOLX.
coz i believe
coz i trust
coz u promise
When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us.
im glad that i saw mine. =)
Thursday, March 02, 2006
a few more mins im going out. so here's a brief update. it gonna be short n sweet. yesterday went out whole day. rather tired maybe due to lack of slp. but slp late last nite. talk to minnnn. thx yeah. den wake up today. feeling rather happy. coz there's nth to be sad abt. hehe. no worries.
