yipee!! the start of the holiday. sometimes i wonder how long does it takes to trust someone completely? and how do u know u have trusted him/her completely? how to trust? nobody can teach me. i've been trying very hard. i tell myself to let go. to think of the positive things. to constantly remind myself of the things u've done for me. to tell myself that u love me only. i think i almost did it. i thought i've learn how to trust. but i realise not. one last step to trust. i've got to leave it to my heart. <3
here to blog. was excited to blog abt my box named evol box.
gu tou below.hehe. so exam's finally over. im so relieved. pipc is managable? am is hell. grace commented that i looked purple after am paper. i guess im juz pale. think and think. still dunno how to do. was in the midst of giving up. but haiz. juz anyhow give him some ans. so dun think too much. i dun wanna care abt it. if i got to fail. den take sub paper lor. eeeeeeeeeee. away from negative things.
im supposed to do some last minute revision now. before i go off to sch. but i simply couldnt wait for hols. haha. wat to do. i go grab my notes now!!!.
see the difference.hmm.
so i studied yesterday.
it's already wednesday and i heaven do any serious revision yet. juz finish sorting my notes into different subject yesterday. yes my notes is tat messy. so should start studying oc today. i must. i have to. and i just realise i could actually forget about how someone irritate me the day before and talk to her etc the next day. i'm not an entertainer. if u're bored, den find something to do. dun msg me and say "i'm bored. very stress. come entertain me." even if i've got to entertain, it's nt u. if i dun reply, u say i'm heartless. oh well. i dun care. i juz treat u as a classmate and a friend. i'm not ur entertainer, not ur pet. dun keep telling me tat u're stress becoz everyone is. but nobody is acting like u. the sky's not gonna fall. it's no use at all. nobody would care coz they have their own problem in their studies too. not that i dun wan to help u but u r juz too irritating. lolx.
HAPPY VALENTINE DAY to all.
i'm here for the regular morning post. but i'm late leh. so bye. hehe.
did i mention i encounter a crazy guy on the way home yesterday? scary. but i dun think he's crazy. he's juz simply disgusting. hmm. lucky he nv follow me home. maybe becoz i am ignoring him and i took my phone out. =)
ping's a good girl.
so wednesday was out wif stepf after sch. took neoprints and pics and shopped around. catched up with what's happening to each other etc. basically, we could just talk about anything. so today she's going to aussie already. couldnt send her off coz of sch n oc quiz. so bye. take care. here's the pic.
=)
whee!!
<3 jt
so it's a new week. and it's the last week of school. and is 2 more weeks to exam. this week there's baos reunion dinner and meet up wif stephfi before she goes overseas. hmm. dun really know wat to blog. maybe later!!
so i make a mistake. oc quiz is on friday =)
finally finish ansing all the question for the french powerpoint slide. and i remembered having oc quiz tmr. i think so nt so sure. french culture quiz and speaking test on tesday. 2 AM tutorial quiz on wednesday. so i couldnt waste much time already. shall go and study now. couldnt help but looking forward to the holidays. wahahaha. shall blog when i'm free.
finally is the end of this wk. can rest. today's very tired. had pipc lab test in the morning. nth much. juz test our weighing skills and how to prepare ur ideal solution from the stock solution. was rushing my lab report last nite. so crap. i shouldnt have do 1st. but teacher say we could hand in on monday becoz she juz go thru the grammar wif us. and giv us time to edit. oc lecture was hell. was paying very full attention coz dr ong is lecturing. feel very slpy after tat. came home and here am i blogging.
yesterday no sch for me. so meet jt, eric, eleena and kelvin. we watched i nt stupid 2. nicenice. funny yet touching. nth much. read ppl blog and all mention about clique when going mr lau hse. thinking of tat, i feel that i am drifting away from the rest of the baos. no longer go out wif them. no longer invited sometimes. i'm no longer there when they need help. neither are they. i feel left out. it's nt tat i dun wan to join in anymore. but i no longer feel comfortable esp wif ppl i am nt close to. den izzit my fault this time round again. nvm. i no longer care too.
