yipee!! the start of the holiday. sometimes i wonder how long does it takes to trust someone completely? and how do u know u have trusted him/her completely? how to trust? nobody can teach me. i've been trying very hard. i tell myself to let go. to think of the positive things. to constantly remind myself of the things u've done for me. to tell myself that u love me only. i think i almost did it. i thought i've learn how to trust. but i realise not. one last step to trust. i've got to leave it to my heart. <3
