sick. im feeling awful. waking up so early in the morning feeling still sick. my whole body ached since thursday nite. now my body no longer ache but i feel so weak now. no strength. feel like dying. dun wanna wake up so early so that time can pass by faster today. i tried to go back and slp since 7 plus till 8 when my uncle suddenly sit beside me on my bed and ask me if im home tonite. i got a shocked. i dun even know whether im slping anot. decided to giv up and come online. yesterday i felt miserable. all the bad things just ran thru my mind every sec. i dun feel like eating medicine so that i wont recover today. so that i can continue to slp like yesterday. lesser time to think. but i ate medicine so that i will feel better. both physically and emotionally. keke. i think i need to grab some breakfast to lessen the pain that im feeling now. but no appetite leh.
