shall blog abt food. then abt my hair. lolx.
strawberry crepe with chocolate syrup. honey. peanut flakes. and chocolate chips. plus some green colour ice cream.
it was fantastic. =)
and i cut my hair juz now. so it's shorterrrrr now. shorter by a lot. 
and sch is forever so stress. but see who's slacking. lolx.
lolx. was helping my uncle check whether he need to go for voting anot coz we nv receive any letters. and was surprise to found out that we are under the marine parade GRC. both bedok north st 3 and paya lebar are under marine parade GRC. LOLX. ridiculous. lolx. so no need go for voting. my ah gong sad. lolx.
love contract in youtube!!! but there's something wrong with episode 5. so im reloading it again. in the meantime. i shall blog. town wif suhua yesterday. it was really a shopping spree but we spent too much money so cant continue buying. marche too. min they all went town today. decided nt to go coz might hav difficulty going back paya lebar home. haha. i scared i got lost again. oh i need to cut my hair. lolx. so random. hahaha.
back home. ET lab was funnnn today. n i know wat was going on. going out.
river =)i think i got enough slp already. like finally since sch reopen becoz i slp at 11 plus yesterday. wanted to use the com but my bro heaven go slp. so i fell aslp. but i wake up rather early mah. i missed the bears chat. lab later from 12 to 3. should i go cut my hair after tat? nvm. back to yesterday. i almost finish EM2 tutorial and a little of ET tutorial. got interview for the synergy competition. i didnt know they were interviewing me till they ask me weird questions like hav u work before? wat cds hav u taken? wat is ur csas result? n worse of all. why should we choose u among the rest? thinking back now. if nv choose me aso nt bad. den i can concentrate on my studies. if choose me. den got 30 seal pts but very busy becoz competition is near the termtest wk and if got into finals, it's near the exam wk. -.-"""
in the com lab. lalalalalalala.
blur!!!
a little tired of everything. becoz im very tired mah. but still wan to pay attention in the boring lecture. im too guai already. haha. but sometimes my mind will drift away so i hav to call myself to come back. full of craps. forget it. haha. too much of hanging around wif crap ppl like *ahem* =) oh ya. dunno whether izzit gd news or bad news coz im chosen as one of the potential tutors for OC2 and EM1. so when teacher allocate the timetable already. everywk got to teach 2 hrs. 3 students each time. those students must pass this time round or else will drop out already. got seal points hehe. so i guess that's mainly the reason y everyone decided to stay. haha. the rest of the day was at tm and cs walking around. coz no tutorial this wk.
hmm. guess i need a little more slp. i could barely open my eyes lar. UO1 lecture later. u tin lin really can make us drowsy. i want to watch the wild. koala bear so cute. and my bearbear.
specially for qi =)
it was a tiring day i should say. woke up too late this morning. lecture start at 9 am and i only woke up at 8.15 am. did everything in a rush. bathe etc. but i manage to catch the shuttle bus to sch. but i think im half awake throughout the journey to sch. i was sort of blur when i reach sch. haha. the rest of the day was juz slacking in the lib waiting for FHy lecture. but guess teacher is super late or she is nt there at all coz we decided to go home after 20 mins of waiting. it was rather a long day.
like a freshie. lost in the crowd. i couldnt find myself.
today is rather a fulfilling day. i packed my cupboards n drawers. notes. but the rest of the day is rather boring. watched tv n tv n tv. well. today is something i dun wanna blog abt... byeeeee.
saturday nite? i dun like. but it's been a long day outside. i need a lot a lot of rest for my exhausted eyes. i like it so tired that i could lie on bed n slp immediately. i like it busy. hmm. i shall stop here. before i blog anything i dun wan. lolx. =)))))))))))))
finally finish devil beside you. nice ending i shall say. but i've been controlling my tears for many part of the show except for the last episode. climax muz cry mah. lolx. too sad but happy ending.
i said tat i will be back.
i wont blog. at least for the time being. coz i've got my reason. n i will be back. in times to come. i will not take too long.
it's raining again. haha. LOLX. it's crying again. i'll be away to chalet later on. couldnt blog leh. everyone dun forget me.
went to the beach today wif eric. derrick. kelvin. dinner at yoshinoya n home.
i've burn the pictures in a disc. pictures of our memories.
i cant. i dun wan. i really dun wan.
walked back from tampines back home wif serene juz now. actually tat's a little short cut but i instead tat we should take the long cut. n we walked pass the place tat we wanna visit. so it was rather silly of us. lolx. but overall. the journey is long, cold and scary. it was dark. and there's nt much ppl on the road. once in a while, there will be one bicycle coming from behind. if not, there's a weird weird person infront n we decided to cross the road. im being sarcastic yesterday. but i couldnt help it.
slp at 6.30 am
slp? and never wake up.
i knew it. i knew that im not happy yesterday. but i dunno y. and now i know y. i could feel that something is nt right yesterday. n indeed it was. i hate it when ppl lie to me. u know it but u did it twice. twice at one go. so that i could have a pleasant day? it was so wrong. it pierced right through my heart again. and i said before. choices have consequences and y muz u choose to lie to me. i will still find out the truth. wat's the use? it wasnt right at all. im juz ur friend. i cant stop u from doing wat u wan. wat u like. but isnt truthfulness the basic factor every friend should have? for we used to be more den juz friends. i aso wan to die. i hope i could juz fall down yesterday and nv come back. den all such thing would stop and u wont have the chance to lie to me. but im not so selfish. i will be safe so ppl that care need nt worry. i cant slp. nt anymore. i cant juz close my eye and tell myself tat i need to slp becoz there is so many things that's running thru my mind.
lie to me and i'll be alright. LOLX. i will have a pleasant day. WTH
maybe another entry before i left min hse later on. to meet eric they all for a walk at east coast? lolx. yesterday was fun. i nearly die but thx to min for closing the window. slp at 6. wake up at ard 9.30. lolx. i love it when im tired. coz i got nt much energy to think. whahaha. raining now. upset again?
at min hse now. it was late at nite yet early in the morning. me tracy n min dun feel like slping. coz we might not have the chance anymore. n i couldnt slp lar. despite being so tired. i feel that tat's something which is nt yet done. but cant be done. min n tracy are lying on the bed staring at the unique light on the ceiling. the colours of the light gradually change forming a very romantic environment in the room now. it was unique yet simple. hmm. i wonder how long do i need to take. coz it is always on my mind. how my mind juz connect everything wif u. i couldnt slp early today coz i decided nt to slp. today is friday. the day i looking forward to but i dread spending it. sigh. i think it was nt wat i want. =)
slp at around 4.30. i think so. i dunno how long i lie on the bed for. and wake up at 10 am. but well talk abt yesterday. went to k-ster in chinatown. something like k-box but was cheap. when they were singing. i decided to talk a walk ard chinatown alone instead of going to the toilet. i dun dare to walk far afraid of getting lost w/o my phone wif me. went back awhile n went out again. but stay outside the room for awhile haha. juz couldnt stand the songs tat they sing. nt tat i dun like but making me getting emo only. after that, they decided to go for dinner while i feel like going for a walk in town. eleena dun wan to follow so i went there alone. den wait for serene to finish work n went home wif her.
Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened!
Letting go, even if it hurts, doesn't mean you have to let go of everything. You just have to let go of the person and your feelings for her/him but the memories will always be there whether it's good or bad. Because everytime you remember those memories, it will always put a smile into your heart. And be glad that once in your life this person made you happy and put colors into your life even if it's just for a while.
I like to pretend that everything's alright. Because when everybody else thinks you're fine, sometimes you forget for a while that you're not.i've got endless thing to blog. only if i wan to. lolx. tooo much of gratitude to my friends. n to min for the beautiful sunset picture so tat i got thing to analyze. lolx. and the stray cat downstair is so fierce tonite. n ya. endless thing to blog. i've got endless pic too.
min says one wif teeth. one without teeth. lolx. but same smile.
izzit becoz u r innocent or on purpose? i wonder. nt to u.
omg. i didnt know it's so late now. i ought to slp early. sorry to myself.
it's more of a walking marathon today.
is this the sunset that we are waiting for? yet another day had passed. it shows how time flies. it will be a beautiful day if only u think so. cherish the time u have. esp the time when u spent meaningfully, esp wif impt ppl like friends. next day will come but u will nv see the same sunset again. coz the world is ever-changing and we need to adapt and live life to the fullest.
all the best. coz i know i cant help. but still take care again and take enough rest coz it wont be only me who's worrying.
担心 短暂的晴天随时都可能被阴狸收回
n i cut my fringe. so dun laugh at me anymore. serene!!!!! lolx. n off i go now. byebye.
i changed the template in like 15 mins. change it for the comfort of my eyes. hahahahaha.
and yes. i finished the guava. =)
im looking forward to friday for no reason!!! n it's raining. how to go pasir ris park? lolx.
taken during cny.
i got a new boy. JUZ KIDDING. lolx.
is there a need to take pictures when u look like this? too much of narcissism?
i ate half a pack of guava after i reach home despite for being very fulll n i think that fruits is healthy. lolx. my mom knows me best. my dad knows me best. my friends know me best. it's been a long time i had guava. n it's GUAVA. i got the whole packet to myself. i will finish it tmr. lolx. n town wif serene today and meet min n tracy for steamboat. was supposed to hav wan sin but where is she? where ? lolx. n today was more of a picturified day. and pls be haaaaaaaappy for me. today im more of crazy. i can smile n laugh for nth. maybe something. lolx.
i realise the colour of our clothes matches.
oh it's minnnnnnnnnnn.
n serene again.
another one.
yet one more.
i didnt realise my hair is messy but who cares when u r crazy.
haha. bus ride.
grp photo.
trying to be sad. coz got ps. sob.
in the train. we juz couldnt stop taking pics.
reflection. i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee
n well. i've got a bad fringe day. being laugh at my fringe too long lolx. who caresssss
forget to blog that it's raining now. the sky is crying but it's crying becoz it is happy for us. for anyone of us moving on wif our life. n sad for ppl that make the wrong decision of being upset n stay at a corner of their life. we have the decision in our life, to be happy or sad. to choose the better choice out from the bad. but the bad thing abt having a decision is to bear the consequences. make sure u live wif no regrets. lalala. i love the rain. dance in the rain. i love the sun. sing under the sunlight. i love the moon. slp under the moonlight. i love the star. starglaze under the universe. tada.
n i neeeeed to slp. slp. i need to slp early. but wat's the time now. slp early arh. i need to. lolx. i wan to.
born to be. meant to be. im ping.
enjoy! the most impt thing is to hav fun. =)
spent the whole day at home yesterday. hmm wat should i say. it was rather bored wasting my time watching tv for the whole day and i tried taking the exclopedia out and see but i put it back. lolx. like i said, im moving on wif my life. i still think but i smiled becoz the memories are worth feeling happy for as they put colors into my life even if it's just for a while. it's been 4 nights. u must take care arh.
hmm. back to reality. i think i can smile to all this problems and say that im alright leh. i will nt forget but i'll be better. till i've got the key to the problem. will spending the day alone today affect my mood?
it was another day out. im able to control myself from tearing today. my eye is sore. i think so. saw casey in the bus n she noticed it. and when i reached home, my auntie said so too. i told my aunt i got not enough slp. i think i really got nt enough slp. i could feel the ache in my head when i yawn. lolx. i juz couldnt slp. lolx.
i had ice cream for brunch!!!
early in the morning and late at night.
i think i slp a little bit more den yesterday. hmm. i tot tat gc is over. i wont be stress by work n no need to wake up so early everyday but i guess im wrong. it's sat today. have fun yeah. friends think that i should be angry. but i juz couldnt feel the hatred and anger in me. im so sorry for making u all worrying abt me. i will try to eat and try to slp but i couldnt juz stop feeling pity for my little bear that's left in the corner of my bed for 2 nites already. im so sorry. the nite before, i hug gougou for the last time and yesterday, i left it in another corner of my bed too. i dun even dare to touch. so poor thing. they are juz victims. so sorry.
im a bad global citizen. i wasted tissues today.
hmm. dunno wat to blog. i thought i could handle all this thing that is happening to me. but i guess i isnt that strong i want myself to be. sob. i juz fell aslp on min's sofa juz now then they drag me to the rm. but once i lie down. i couldnt slp. i dunno wat is happening. i hate promises that are meant to be broken. i hate believing in forever when i know nth is forever. can u see the tears in my eyes? but no matter wat, i will try to be happy as promise.
ppl who took GC. remember to complete the E-Evaluation by 14 Apr.
actually i blogged yesterday but i decided to take off.
imported from china
SQ805
going for presentation soon. and gc will come to an end. i got a shock of my life yesterday and i realise that things can be so fragile. i guess my blog entry protray a diff meaning i wan it to be. sometimes. i juz need someone to talk to and assure me that everything is alright. hehe.
i am tired both physically and emotionally.
and the promise still stays.
it was something i couldnt handle. it is not what it seem to be on the surface. i guess im alright. becoz im giving up.
then i found myself hiding in one corner.
but i found myself back on the same track again.
emotions came rushing towards me. im running away. im gone.
i am kind of upset, worried, stress and scared.
Day 2.
den to the golden roaster lake.
at the net master's garden (wang shi yuan)
silk factory.
den we transfer to hangzhou.
day 3
handsome yue fei temple.
on a boat cruise on the west lake.
den to the dragon well tea plantation.
day 1
in the plane when we are abt to arrive shanghai. i was coughing all the way for abt 5 hrs. didnt really get any rest. the one sitting beside me suffer. sorry arh n thx for taking care of me.
at pudong international airport waiting for our teacher who is looking for a lost luggage.
then we head on to hav a ten course local shanghainese breakfast which is very 'nice'.
then we took the maglev train. the 30km journey takes only 8 mins. the same journey takes at l east 45 mins for a bus or a taxi. but the funny thing is when we reached, the coach is already waiting for us. lolx.
at the oriental pearl tower.
at the shanghai municipal history museum which is located in the tower's pedestal.
den we head to suzhou and attend the business forum.
