Sunday, April 09, 2006
hmm. back to reality. i think i can smile to all this problems and say that im alright leh. i will nt forget but i'll be better. till i've got the key to the problem. will spending the day alone today affect my mood?
got this from my diary (8th october 2005)
i once said that what i want in life is to be happy and i want everyone around me to be happy. (i guess i heaven succeed in doing it but i will try)
no one's life is ever so smooth. If it's so peaceful, there will be no excitement in life. At least when there's something happening to us, we will solve the problem and learnt from it. That's how we grow up, isnt it? Even if we choose to avoid the problem, we can never avoid the fact that the problem is still there. One day, we couldnt avoid it anymore and will have to find a solution for that problem. will it be too late by then? or maybe by that time, even if the problem is not solved, it's not important anymore. like maths, there's a solution to every problem. nothing is impossible. but somehow, choices have consequences. what will happen to us if we make the wrong choice? living in a world of regrets? we can lie to ourselves but not to our feelings. (it's like the same feeling i had the last time round. juz that the story is diff now. i can manage alone, plus the fact that i got so many friends ard me to giv me support. thx guys)
u once said that my life is interesting and i've got no problem to worry about. other than babies, i think there's no one without any problem to worry abt. everyone has their problems including me. (no comment!!!)
abit of here and there from 8th october 2005 diary entry. it was rather a very very long entry for tat day. as far as i know, i nv lie to my diary before.
