i knew it. i knew that im not happy yesterday. but i dunno y. and now i know y. i could feel that something is nt right yesterday. n indeed it was. i hate it when ppl lie to me. u know it but u did it twice. twice at one go. so that i could have a pleasant day? it was so wrong. it pierced right through my heart again. and i said before. choices have consequences and y muz u choose to lie to me. i will still find out the truth. wat's the use? it wasnt right at all. im juz ur friend. i cant stop u from doing wat u wan. wat u like. but isnt truthfulness the basic factor every friend should have? for we used to be more den juz friends. i aso wan to die. i hope i could juz fall down yesterday and nv come back. den all such thing would stop and u wont have the chance to lie to me. but im not so selfish. i will be safe so ppl that care need nt worry. i cant slp. nt anymore. i cant juz close my eye and tell myself tat i need to slp becoz there is so many things that's running thru my mind.
