i think i slp a little bit more den yesterday. hmm. i tot tat gc is over. i wont be stress by work n no need to wake up so early everyday but i guess im wrong. it's sat today. have fun yeah. friends think that i should be angry. but i juz couldnt feel the hatred and anger in me. im so sorry for making u all worrying abt me. i will try to eat and try to slp but i couldnt juz stop feeling pity for my little bear that's left in the corner of my bed for 2 nites already. im so sorry. the nite before, i hug gougou for the last time and yesterday, i left it in another corner of my bed too. i dun even dare to touch. so poor thing. they are juz victims. so sorry.
