Tuesday, August 22, 2006
wasted one day in sch for the synergy thing. i could have use the time for studying. well. at least im nt presenting which is a gd thing. as my voice is going for normal to bad. and nth shall happen to shaun n ruben. hehes. i need to drink more water. n i hope my mom remembered that she wanted to make honey water for me.
and osh. read thru some topics juz now. and as usual. i became restless after awhile. and my energy level starts to decrease with the time passed. with my hp batt going flat at the same time. i love to slack~
tmr. i'll spend my day studying. i must. no other choice. or else. i will be feeling very guilty. and worried. as osh deemed to be my lousiest subject this sem. yet sometimes. i feel tat studying for it is a waste of time. no choice. life's like this. u need the cert to find a better job. and u need a higher GPA to get into a university. i was thinking if i should start studying uo too? probably nt a very wise choice for me.
and in the evening. i will be burning the incense paper with my auntie and uncle again. i'll make sure my hair wont get burn again. hehes. my ah ma suggested that i should tie up my hair. hmm. maybe i shd stand away from my aunt. lolx.
i recalled how my feeling were ignored.
yet at the same time.
trying to take ppl's feeling into consideration.
but what matter most is the present. and the future.
who will be leaving footprints in the chapters of my life?
i wonder. am i really so optismistic?
or im just trying to convince myself.
but i know.
im moving to another level of my life.
