So started working and working life is still alright since i only work like 4.5 hrs a day. most important is that at least i will nt bored at home the whole day or spend unneccessy money outside. Also, will be working when sch reopen and i assume that i can cope. my mom ask me to try to work and study at the same time and see how it goes. if really cannot cope, den i quit. no harm trying lolx.

and the class chalet is tmr. hope it will be fun.

The most unhappy thing that im facing now is that im not allow to go home too late and go out late at night. The reason is that my ahgong is unhappy about it so he complained to my dad and thus, my dad being unhappy too told my mom. Therefore, my mom nagged at me and told me not to go out in the middle of the night etc. Im too used to the freedom my parents give me. All of a sudden, these restrictions just make me feel that they are still treating me like a kid. I know that old ppl tend to be more old-fashioned and im a girl afterall. Staying out late is dangerous and they are just being concerned but still, I couldn’t accept it. How does u feel when something that belongs to u is taken away? My freedom no longer belongs to me. My mom gt to lie for me so that I can go home late, in case my ahgong ask again. Nt that my mom is unhappy that I reach home late, but my ahgong is making a fuss, nt infront of me though. I know nth abt it until my mom told me. If from the start, im bounded for all this freedom, I will nt experience the joy of being so carefree and I will nt be affected. Nevertheless, im a gd girl afterall. Hehe. I will stay at home. i dun wan my mom to be in a difficult position too.

i wish that my phone and mp3 player will nt be low batt or no batt forever.

i wish that synergy will be over in no time.

i wish that happiness will fall on me all the time.

一切的一切 我都能应付 重新站起来的我比以前更坚强