Tuesday, December 19, 2006
say i am childish.
i always tot ppl tat blog such kind of entry are sure plain childish ppl.
till now i realise it's just another way of venting anger, frustration or wat so ever.
say it is my fault. tell me in my face.
like i know tat u mind in the 1st place.
wat's gt to do with knowing they smoke inside and nt informing u when in actual fact i didnt even know u freaking care.
u know that they smoke.
u could have ask if they ever smoke inside.
did u ask?
do u think tat i can read ur mind.
im nt ur mom dad sis... the list goes on.
im just a friend tat harm u lar.
i know u mean that with all of ur heart when u put it as ur msn nick.
i could have just go wif the initial plan to buy present if u dun wan to go.
u are the one who say anything.
dun just msg the only non-smoker and show discontentment abt this whole smoking issue.
and wat else.
trying to behave as if u dun care den make a fuss after u left?
wat to do.
my father and uncle smokes.
i cant understand how u feel since i inhale 2nd hand smoke at home too.
so does it sounds tat im at fault again?
and pls.
trying to talk abt friendship?
who is the one by my side when im all down.
who is the one by my side when i need of someone to talk to.
who is the one by my side when accusation strikes me.
dun talk abt true friend to me whereby u doesnt even care abt my feeling when u start saying stuff tat is nt true at all.
true friends wont do this to me.
even the strongest girl on earth has its vulnerable side tat is nt protrayed.
u do think tat i dun really care?
esp when stuff happens and trying so hard nt to be affected.
nt to get my feeling stirred.
get my stand on the right track.
dun try to understand coz no point thinking abt things tat i've nv mention before.
no pt asking since i wont be saying things abt my innermost feeling.
truth is im juz like any simple girl.
just hiding those emotions and be a happy girl on the surface.
i dun wanna apologize to things that's nt even my fault.
sounded like im so wrong in ur nick.
yaya watever. true friends of mine will know tat im nt like this.
the rest just simply get off.
