Thursday, November 29, 2007
randomness just struck me last night so i decided to put my tagboard back. actually, im a very ironic person. =)
shall blog before i do other stuff. i seriously hope i'll have the study mood later so that i can mug and mug non-stop. i want be a NERD. if only studying can help me. =)
my PT result is horrible. =)
ms chew, my csas lecturer, is damn nice. she brought chocolates and sweets for the whole class as usual and upon knowing that im sick, she told me that she'll get something different for me next week. exclusively for me only =) other than this, she sprinkled a few drops of eucalyptus oil on a tissue and placed it on my table. she told me that it will helpful for my block nose. she even gave me a packet of tissue which she said it's better than the usual one as it does not contain any fine hair. she's a very rare teacher who will go the extra mile to care and encourage people. so sweet.
yesterday nite, i ate 5 ml of my ah gong's cough syrup. and i must say that it is very effective. i stopped coughing immediately and this morning i wake up, i feel like im on my way to recovery. but my aunt just commented that i look like ghost with my very white and pale face. she kept saying im very weak and that im suffering from illness. sad =(
today, only had 1 hr lecture in school. went town with suhua and faz as faz want to fix her watch. nth much though. only that i felt like i will melt under the hot sun.
many many new songs suit my mood now.
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
i did not see the doctor afterall. ate 2 capsule of panadol extra and went for PT lecture this morning. intention was to skip lecture but i woke up and cant slp anymore. but anyway. skip cre lecture but study mt tut to compensate ya. ping's a good girl afterall. =)
still having flu and start to cough AGAIN! wth =(
gonna feed myself medicine after i blog and slp!
may ping get well soon.
cheese donut for breakfast from mom <3333
wheeee.
Monday, November 26, 2007
i wonder why i lost 1/2 marks here and there. blame myself for being careless and that i nv put in my 100% effort when im studying. heaven see my MT quiz paper yet and it kidda sucks that i dun think i can do well this semester.
getting sick every now and then. skipping lectures, not doing tutorials. attend lectures but mind drifted away. last semester already and my energy seems to be depleting. need to get well as soon and motivation to strive on and nv give up especially on MT .
right now, still having cold and nt sure if i've gt fever anot. body ache and feeling cold right now but my forehead isnt as hot. i dun wanna go sch if im still in this sickly state coz i wont be able to do anything as well. just whining and people worrying.
bring me to the doctor and give me 2 days mc.
so that i can skip mt tut, apel, pt and csas tut.
give me some love, anyone?
Sunday, November 25, 2007
this weekend, i feel like im being blissed. spent the saturday with bf and sunday with steph.
saturday was as usual.
snacks, dinner and movie.
but i felt extremely blissed.
maybe u are very sweet to me like last time.
maybe those nonsense had brought us closer.
maybe it's been a long time we spent such quality time together.
maybe im no longer thinking abt those unhappy moments.
maybe.........
love ya silly.
sunday met steph at tm.
blissed coz i havent meet her for many many mths.
many pictures as usual and cant believe we spent the whole day at tampines.
it was boring and yes coz im lazy to travel.
willl be meeting her again very soon!
cam-whoring in the neoprint machine
the neoprint we took.
lastly me.
i've been sneezing since just now and watery-like substances keep flowing down from my nostrils.
i hope is because too many ppl is missing me but i guess not.
i think im gonna be sick again.
shall drown myself with lots of water now.
saturday before meeting my bf.
bf: i board the bus already.
me: okies. i gonna be in the bus when the bus come.
isnt my reply very interesting? haahahhahaaha
Saturday, November 24, 2007
i have got 2 choices now.
- paint my nails
- do tutorials and revision
i dunno which to choose coz both are very important to me.
i chose the third which is to slack.
anyway. im painting my nails now.
den to study if there's time.
lalalalala.
im meeting steph tmr.
after so long, she's finally back from aus.
miss u =)
Friday, November 23, 2007
haha.
my cousins came today and the elder one was playing with my computer
so i said i wanted to use and i on my media player and played some of jay's new songs (those that are soothing)
and they both fell asleep! LOLX
people around me becoming more and more pigggg. u know piglet?
Thursday, November 22, 2007
yesterday i had peppermint mocha from starbucks with faz n leo. but i added too much cinnamon n it sort of cover the taste of peppermint coz the cinnamon couldnt dissolve fully. but yeah. it's been a long time 3 of us went out.
today. i watched the enchanted. it's nice but fairytale doesnt exist in reality. was quite tired and i dunno why. maybe deprive of slp again. shouldnt blog anymore. nite =)
at least for that moment, i believe that there's happily ever after in reality.
goooood mornning guys =)
Monday, November 19, 2007
YES! got back my phone and ping's currently a happy girl!!!
mt quiz was managable and yes. that makes me happy too.
and bf accompanied me to collect my phone. happy!
accidentally brought shoe, top and skirt. happy.
apel cancelled tmr. happpy.
i hide my purchase of the day so that my mom will not nag at me when she's back.
hehe.
tmr is CRE day. bless me with study mood =)
pings craving for peppermint mocha from starbucks. i waited for 1 year ok!
Sunday, November 18, 2007
my phone is ready for collection!!!
i cant wait okies.
i want to give up on MT. can i?
bf says he wanna accompany me to collect my phone tmr.
and hope he really does.
studying is such a chore.
i dunno wat to study for MT quiz.
dun feel like studying for MT also.
since it's open book, i think i'll be doom!!
i rather study CRE.
CCN day is crap. but a lot of catching up and escaping with friends =)
dinner with yi after CCN day =)
maybe i need a haircut lalalalalala
happy 9th month =)
thanks for tolerating my nonsense all this while.
每天都是因为你而看见风和日丽
你为我发明最美的天气
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
what else but bored?
im so sick of studying but yet. still nt satisfied with myself. not 100% confident. n i dun wanna slp if i arent satisfied. yeah. im slacking again.
drank lots of water. shitted twice. and feel a little lighter.
taking a break from my PT notes. energy is slowly draining out. skipped CRE lecture to study! going to get back study later to ensure that i really know my stuffs well. yups. JIAYOU.
anyway. after PT consultation, head off to tm for lunch and century square to fix my phone. finally sending my phone for servicing. luckily, i still keep my reciept and warranty expiring this coming dec. so glad that my phone spoil at this period of time. so now. im using a very old phone. it dun even had dictionary function for msging.
so while studying just now, the postman came. my bags had finally arrived and am very happy. a great motivation to study yeah!!
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
PT termtest this coming thursday and i seriously need to study hard. it's not worth it to just simply give up now yeah. CCN has been a hassle. selling can drinks and sweets during CCN day. im so gonna SLACK hehes. after recovering for cough, im now officially having sore throat and ulcer and dehydrated skin huh. i dunno how much water i need to take now. as much as possible? lolx. n need to make that little bit of effort to put a hydrating mask later.
enjoyed saturday. more shopping sprees pls. retail therapy =)
yesterday i decided on something.
it doesnt feel good walking home alone at that moment
but i must fake the smile and said that im not unhappy
it doesnt feel good when friends start asking
and insist that i should call u
but u are the one who is not waiting for me
anyway
i've accepted it and wont make a fuss out of it
so pls dun ask me
it's time i be independent.
need tons of it in the future.
<33333
Sunday, November 11, 2007
To-do list
CRE tutorial
MT tutorial
PT quiz 3 revision
PT termtest revision
PT project summary
=)
Friday, November 09, 2007
ate some yum cake my aunt made and thus im drinking ice water now.
by drinking cold water, our body must burn a few calories to heat the cold water up to our body temperature. although it doesnt help much, but in the long run, it really helps.
so ppl, start feeding me with cold water now. can prevent me from falling sick, hydrates my body, burn calories and cut down on sweet drinks =)
and maybe do sit up before slping later.
my aunt and ahma love peppermint chocolates too.
finally pluck up the courage to tell my mom about my problematic phone. think will repair my phone after i got my spare phone from them. my phone is really bad now. once i slide down my phone, it will immediately black out.
Thursday, November 08, 2007
my phone is dying. and im afraid my inbox messages will be gone soon.
my bf is very silly and im influenced by him.
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
my phone is going from bad to worse and might be gone one day.
seriously think i need to send it for repair SOON.
im really kidda tired today. not that i do not want to slp early, but i could only manage to slp at 1.30am despite going to bed at 12.45 am. furthermore, im already very tired yesterday.
csas presentation is over and im very happy.
hungry and tired are a bad combination. off to eat and maybe some revison later.
think finally can get some decent slp today =)
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
wish everything will remain as it is.
study mood even though i only had around 5 hours of slp =)
off to study <333
Monday, November 05, 2007
school today is just 2 hours of lecture and it is enough to drain my energy. ping hate listening and copying notes at the same time. so i ended up copying nth of what they said.
sometimes, it really irritates me when ppl exaggerates about stuff related to me.
imagine ppl telling me that she didnt expect me to get a red bag. maybe pink she can expect it. like WTH? PINK bag is so impossible. i nv see anyone carrying hot pink bag before.
or ppl going "WAH. you painted your nails? u draw the flower yourself or wat?" in a VERY exaggerating and irritating tone. like duh. i dont think there's a need to sound like as if it's the end of the world.
and i seriously hated it when ppl comparing my current r/s to my past r/s. coz there's nth to compare abt. do u have to even compare simple things like going out before lecture? i think u are just curious about my love life yeah. also, stuffs like did i pay for meals myself and did i buy the bag using my own money.
i wish i could avoid u every single day but sometimes, i couldnt just leave u alone. or totally ignore u coz it's so not me.
i still wanna be a good girl but i need some outlet for my frustration.
referring to only one person
Sunday, November 04, 2007
our pretttty nails.
us =)
meet up again. manicure, shop and gossip!!!
***
love ya
ping's To-Do list
CRE tutorial
MT tutorial(gave up)
CSAS presentation slides
CSAS resume
CSAS cover letter
CSAS self-profile
CSAS job fit
Apel portfolio
PT project research
revision for MT
revision for PT
TO-DO LIST CLEARED =)
i did nth but only the cover letter.
so dead =(
ping's gonna be a hardworking girl!
some of the things can easily make me happy.
manicured and skipped my dinner.
heaven been taking cough syrup for 2 days already. although i still cough occasionally, but i wish it can recover by itself. ping hate cough syrup!
seriously need some shopping.
many things to do but almost no motivation at all.
Friday, November 02, 2007
sometimes i wonder if it's really true anot.
receiving such msg in the middle of the nite doesnt reflect any thing good.
just doubts waiting for u to clarify it.
treasure
cherish
appreciate
no schoool today =))