Friday, May 06, 2005
nv blog for a few days.. coz most of the time playing maplestory wif qi... yaya.. we r tooo bored.. this few days.. kidda mood swings.. the most happy moment might be when i am play ms with qi.. it's juz fighting n fighting n fighting.. feel kidda happy when the monster die.. haha.. sadistic!! when i am not in a gd mood.. i might juz give an attitude face.. but seldom.. coz i have been glued to the computer chair. argh.. reapply the nail poish on my fingers.. only to my left hand.. coz lazy to paint the right one.. haha..
frenz frenz frenz .. wat r they for? i am confused.. i have no idea at all.. who are they? normal frenz? gd frenz? best frenz? true frenz? forever frenz? not even frenz? sometimes.. i juz feel that ppl r making use of me.. sometimes.. i think i am not gd enough as a frenz.. i am not sensitive to ppl's feeling.. not understanding.. not caring.. not a gd listener.. and lots more.. i have been thinking too much lately.. i tend to think too much when i am in a bad mood.. i feel so much better typing all those shit out.. i always keep things to myself.. sometimes i will tell my bearbear abt it.. so my bestfriend = bearbear? he is always there for me.. no matter rain or shine.. and very soft and comfortable to hug.. so cute n adorable.. i simply juz love my bearbear..
for now.. i am too too too too too too too too too too tired... i gonna go slp now.. and continue play ms tmr.. meiqi level 12 already but i still stuck at 11.. arghh. haha.. or should i join liting for lunch tmr? den go my cousin hse tuition? den after tat go watch movie with shan?? if so.. it would be a very busy day for me.. and then i wont think so much ?? forget it.. i shall decide it tmr.. tmr would be a better day!!!
