i realise tat when i am feeling down, i tend to be alone so that nobody knows what happen. and there's always a lot of negative thoughts in my mind. so i shall drown myself wif excess positive thoughts to neutralise all the craps i'm unhappy wif. which i dunno lar. i found my td notes n i could do nth else abt anything now. juz be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy and i hope this would makes me feel better. i think helps. by a little. now i shall go buy lunch and think of happy things. haiz. why shall i force myself to be happy?
