hmm. dunno wat to blog. i thought i could handle all this thing that is happening to me. but i guess i isnt that strong i want myself to be. sob. i juz fell aslp on min's sofa juz now then they drag me to the rm. but once i lie down. i couldnt slp. i dunno wat is happening. i hate promises that are meant to be broken. i hate believing in forever when i know nth is forever. can u see the tears in my eyes? but no matter wat, i will try to be happy as promise.