i should nt grieve abt making mistakes, making the wrong decisions in life. but we should take it as a learning journey. to move on. to be able to face the past. to show the world that i can still be a happy girl. not alone. but with family and friends. im the seed of great potential. to be able to spread happiness and joy. even thru my darkest time. at the end of the day. i know best how am i feeling. and have i overcome my obstacles, my barriers that's blocking my route to my highest level of life. i dun need sympathy. the presence of true friends and the support and encouragement from them is more than enough to bring me on. to guide me along the way. till now. at times. i feel like sharing. yet it's stupid to ever do that becoz i know that i dun really care anymore as it's completely worthless. but still. i know abt wat's happening. a fact that i couldnt runaway from. im going to face the reality. face the past. to be able to say. im happier now.