i hope our honeymoon period last for a lifetime.

i don't want another him in my life and thus, i assumed those things u said yesterday will never happen. How i'll live my life with another him, that him that is better than u, more obedient than u, love me more than u and treat me better than u. There will never be this him, now and in future. And even if there is, i'll never allow this him to enter my life, and then knowing every single tiny weeny silly things abt me that only u know. Unless, maybe one day when we are not together anymore but u promise me forever love and i'll not let u go. tears welled up, dried up in my eyes and then that smile on my face appeared just to assure u that everything will be alright. Regardless of the setbacks we had last time, or the problems we might encounter in future, we gonna work hand in hand to solve them.

three months, a period too short to make commitment and maybe i should take the risk. Or maybe, i already did. yet sometimes, im sorry to say it's hard to believe in you but still believing and trying not to doubt. =)

u, my silly boy.